grasping; gripping; handful; fistful; handle; grip; rice ball
half; 50%; tie; 5 parts; 5%
about here; in this neighborhood
shortening; contraction; reduction; curtailment; abbreviation
white paper; flyleaf; blank paper; clean slate; lack of prior opinion, positions, etc.; scratch
remembering; recollection; recall; to remember; to recall; to recollect
to count on; to expect; to put confidence in; to trust in; to depend on
square measure; size (e.g. of land); area; surface
one person; being alone; being by oneself; being single; being unmarried; by oneself
knowledge; awareness; consent; acceptance; forgiving; pardoning
peeking; peeping (e.g. through a hole, narrow gap)
in so doing; when you do so; in this regard; on this occasion; some time during that period
dissatisfaction with the work (role) given to one; feeling oneself above the given work (role); not up to the task; (being) out of one's depth
extremely; in the extreme; knows no bounds (e.g. rudeness); boundless (e.g. universe, ocean); limitless
to order; to command; to appoint
describing; comparing; form; figure; personal appearance; one's face and figure
to be mixed; to be blended with; to associate with; to mingle with; to join
reins; bridle; control; the reins (on)
wobbling; tottering; wavering (e.g. over a decision); dithering; boiling up; dizzily
to bend; to wind; to twist; to zig-zag
Swiss roll; jelly roll; roll cake
emergency staircase; emergency stairs
to take a breather; to take a rest; to catch one's breath; to take a breath
loss; feeling of loss; Los Angeles
to tie up; to tie together; to hang (oneself); to summarize; to put (it all) together; to estimate; to expect
glasses; eyeglasses; spectacles; judgment; judgement; discrimination
to bring into the open; to reveal; to uncover (e.g. evidence); to bring to light
lapse of memory; forgetting completely; (consigning to) oblivion
(all) at once; at the same time; in one go; right away; in an instant
to bend; to turn up; to turn down; to double
incontinence; soiling oneself; wetting one's pants; discharge (e.g. of contaminants); effluence
the other world; the next world; the world beyond; world after death
waypoint (e.g. with a GPS); checkpoint
stopover (during a train or bus journey)
depending on the way ...; depending on how ...; according to how ...
to wander; to roam from place to place