emotional scars; mental trauma
was it?; I think it was ...; if I've got it right; (I, we) used to ...; I remember ...; it was ...
to yearn for; to long for; to follow (someone); to idolize (for virtue, learning, status, etc.)
example; instance; precedent; custom; habit
in case of; at that time; at this time
eternity; permanence; perpetuity; Eikyū era (1113.7.13-1118.4.3)
sense of loss; feeling of loss
immersing oneself in; being absorbed in; devoting oneself to; giving oneself up entirely to
to heal; to cure; to satisfy (e.g. hunger, thirst); to alleviate (e.g. sorrow, fatigue)
to lay aside; to set aside
quick; swift; nimble; quick (understanding, judgement, etc.); alert; prompt
to glance at; to look at; to scan; to run one's eyes over
challenging (an unknown person); asking a person's identity
figure of a person; figures of people; shadow of a person
slightly; a little; barely; narrowly; only; just
to be disordered; to be disarranged; to be discomposed; to be upset; to lapse into chaos (due to war, etc.)
to injure; to damage; to kill; to hinder; to obstruct
to go into; to come into; to penetrate; to become complicated
timidly; nervously; hesitantly; trembling (with fear); fearfully; anxiously
to enjoy; to take pleasure in; to have a good time; to look forward to
rustic bathhouse (esp. at onsen)
limit; limits; degree; extent; the end; the last; as long as ...
order; command; directions; instructions
to feel dizzy; to have blood rush to one's head; to lose one's cool; to be obsessed; to be infatuated; to become conceited
bashfully; hesitantly; fidgety; restlessly; squirming; wriggling
endurance; patience; perseverance; self-control; self-restraint
to let pass; to allow through; to transmit (e.g. light, sound, etc.); to conduct (electricity); to stick through (e.g. a hole); to force through (e.g. an opening); to connect (e.g. two places)
hygienic; healthy; healthful; sanitary
to expose; to disclose; to lay bare; to confess
drawstring purse; money pouch; pouch of fried tofu stuffed with var. ingredients, used in oden; hanger-on; follower; (arch.) unlicensed prostitute (Edo period)
to shine; to glitter; to be bright
pure white; blank (e.g. mind, paper)
to well (up); to gush out (of water); to appear (esp. suddenly) (sweat, tears, etc.); to sweat; to feel emotions (e.g. joy, bravery, etc.); to spring up (e.g. an idea, emotions, clouds)
to freeze (to something); to be frozen (to); to freeze hard; to freeze completely
to step forward; to volunteer
to be tripped up; to be too drunk to stand
to lean coquettishly against; to snuggle into; to nestle into
soft; tender; soft (colour, light, etc.); subdued; informal; light
jostling; being jostled; being mobbed; crumpling