to be upset; to lose one's composure; to lose self-control; to put in disorder; to mess up; to disturb
to lament; to grieve; to regret; to deplore
to slaughter; to massacre; to butcher; to defeat soundly; to overpower; to vanquish
to turn one's head; to look over one's shoulder; to turn around; to think back (on); to reminisce; to look back (on)
to get stuck with (some job); to end up with (something unpleasant)
to intimidate; to frighten; to scare; to threaten (e.g. peace); to jeopardize; to endanger
to carry on one's back; to be burdened with; to take responsibility for; to have (something) in the background; to be in front (of something); to be conceited
leveling up; raising the level (of); boosting; improving; improvement; rising to the next level
to obtain; to come into possession of; to get hold of; to get one's hands on
tanuki (Nyctereutes procyonoides); raccoon dog; sly dog; sly old fox; sly fox
over-optimistic calculation; counting one's chickens before they're hatched
your home; your residence; you (referring to one's equal; epistolary style)
to shout (in anger); to yell
presentation; exhibit; suggest; citation
resentment; grudge; pent-up anger; frustration; bitterness
to collect; to gather; to save; to accumulate; to pile up
to corner; to drive to the wall; to run down; to track down; to chase after
explosion; detonation; eruption; eruption (of discontent, etc.); outburst; outpouring
refreshingly; with a feeling of relief; shapely; neatly; cleanly; without trouble; clearly
self-consciousness; self-awareness
to feel refreshed; to feel more cheerful; to feel better
ringleader; main culprit; main cause; source
to be ruined; to go under; to perish; to be destroyed
to save up; to stockpile; to stash away; to hoard; to amass; to salt away
degassing; gas drainage; gas venting; letting off steam; letting out stress; letting out feelings
to feel relieved of one's burden; to have a weight removed from one's mind
placed one upon another; piled up; excellent; splendid; superimposition; superposition
plot; scheme; trick; design; intrigue; artifice
pain; anguish; distress; suffering; hardship
to express (in words); to confess
thump-thump; bang-bang; pit-a-pat; to beat fast (of one's heart); to throb; to pound
surely; undoubtedly; sternly; severely; having no slack; rigid
to conceive; to become pregnant; to get filled with (e.g. sails filled with wind); to be swollen with; to contain (a contradiction, danger, etc.); to carry (a problem, consequences, etc.)
descendant; posterity; offspring
lovely; wonderful; nice; great; fantastic; superb
few decades; many decades; several decades