resignation; acceptance; consolation
sense of liberation; feeling of freedom
in that case; (might not be what was expected or hoped for but) if that's the case
deep down; special place in one's heart; in the back of one's mind
cannot (due to external circumstances); cannot afford to; must not; impossible to; no way one can (do)
one swing; one shake (e.g. of pepper); one sword
status; position; method; way; rule; regulation
to stop; to turn off; to park; to prevent; to suppress (a cough); to stop (someone from doing something); to dissuade
to move along; to go alongside; to walk along; to follow; to run down (one's cheek, leg, etc.); to trickle down
shivering; trembling; shuddering; shaking
all out; like hell; like crazy; desperately; (lit.) expecting to die
for two people's eyes to meet; catching someone's eye; making eye contact; meeting a person's gaze
to turn on one's heel; to turn back; to return
to sink (e.g. a ship); to submerge; to lower (e.g. one's body into a chair); to floor (an opponent)
hard; solid; stiff; tight; strong; firm (not viscous or easily moved); safe
as one would expect; just as you'd expect (from); just like (someone)
busy; occupied; hectic; restless; hurried; fidgety
to compete with; to argue with; to quarrel
sooner or later; in due time; in due course
to leave; to go away; to pass; to elapse; to be distant; to send away; to drive off
extremely; in the extreme; knows no bounds (e.g. rudeness); boundless (e.g. universe, ocean); limitless
to (be able to) agree (with); to be able to accept; to find acceptable; to be convinced; to understand
to hold one's tongue; to shut up
impressiveness; impact; force; intensity; presence; appeal
(tear) to pieces; (rip) apart; with a rattle; with a shudder; feeling an electric shock
glass (drinking vessel); tumbler; cups (suit)
to wield; to brandish; to display (one's knowledge); to show off; to abuse (one's power); to manipulate someone
goes without saying; needless to say; obvious
calm; peace; serenity; composure; equanimity; presence of mind
least; lowest; worst; awful; horrible; at the very least
holding out for a short while; putting up resistance for a while; briefly holding one's own
futon; Japanese bedding consisting of a mattress and a duvet; round cushion used for Zen meditation (traditionally made of woven bulrush leaves)
to be wrapped up (e.g. in a blanket); to cover oneself
to cling to; to hold on to; to grapple; to set about doing; to begin; to possess (someone; of an evil spirit, idea, etc.)
sure; no mistaking it; for certain; without doubt
to rot; to go bad; to corrode; to weather; to become useless; to blunt; to become depraved
to put (into); to put away (in); to include (in an anthology, catalogue, etc.); to contain; to achieve (results, success, etc.); to obtain; to accept (a gift or money)
something; some kind of; for some reason
order (for goods or services); order (sequence); order (of magnitude); order
in so doing; when you do so; in this regard; on this occasion; some time during that period
middle-aged man; Buddhist priest
obsession; fixation; complaining; criticizing; speciality (e.g. of a restaurant)