desperation; despair; self-abandonment
somehow; somewhat; seemingly
to come out; to appear; to turn up; to go out for a while
to grapple with; to wrestle with; to engage in a bout; to tackle (e.g. a problem); to come to grips with; to work hard on
as much as one can; as much as possible
clumsy; awkward; unskillful; incompetent; inept; bungling
to carry on one's back; to bear; to take (responsibility); to assume; to suffer (an injury); to sustain (a wound)
rushing into; breaking into; storming; plunging into (war, etc.); embarking on (a new venture)
have to (do, be); must (do, be); is indispensable; is absolutely necessary
mischievous child; scamp; rascal; elf; imp
to answer; to fire back; to retort; to redo; to do over; to try again
payback; tit for tat; retaliation; doing over again; redoing
downheartedly; dejectedly; dispiritedly; despondently
season; the times; opportunity; occasion
philosophical view; looking at philosophically; long view; farsighted view
to heal; to cure; to satisfy (e.g. hunger, thirst); to alleviate (e.g. sorrow, fatigue)
nothing but; except; no more than
just (now, at the moment, etc.); just as; in the act of; as soon as; at the moment that
way one walks; one's walk
anyone; anybody; everyone; whoever
it does not mean that ...; I don't mean that ...; it is not the case that
please; I beg you; for mercy's sake
only; merely; but; no more than
innermost depths of one's heart
(one's) gaze; line of sight; point of view; standpoint; line covering someone's eyes (to obscure their identity); eye censor bar
to catch; to capture; to grasp (e.g. meaning); to perceive; to captivate; to move (one's heart)
to place on (something); to give (someone) a ride; to give a lift; to pick up
in tufts; tufty; bushy; thick; luxuriant
itching to do something; impatient; sorely tempted; eager
to become a (bad) habit; to become a habitual practice; to become addictive; to grow on one; to become moreish
to relax; to feel at home
lovely; dear; beloved; pitiable; pitiful
indication; sign; hint; tone (of the market)
above the knee; on one's lap
to put to bed; to let sleep; to lay (something) down; to put on its side; to let (money, goods, etc.) lie idle; to set aside unused
to bury (e.g. in the ground); to fill up (e.g. audience fills a hall); to cause to be packed; to plug (a gap); to stop (a gap); to make up for (a loss, shortage, etc.); to make amends
to begin (doing); to start (doing)
complex; complicated; intricate; mixed (feelings)
a great deal; very much; a lot; (arch.) with a great amount of effort
acknowledgement; acknowledgment; understanding; approval; consent