manly; masculine; like a man
from one's side; from the side (of something); from someone unconnected; from someone uninvolved
darkness; the dark; bewilderment; despair; hidden place; secrecy
clear; clearing (a bar, hurdle, etc.); overcoming; getting through; clearing (the ball); clearing (e.g. a checked box)
to run (of liquid); to spread; to blur; to blot; to ooze; to well up (of tears, etc.)
reckless; (at) random; haphazard; blind; sudden; abrupt
to run past; to run by; to go too far ahead
absurd; unreasonable; excessive; very; extremely; excessively
even if; (it doesn't matter) whether (A or B or ...); whatever; should
to be helpful; to be dependable; to stand by (someone)
to save up; to stockpile; to stash away; to hoard; to amass; to salt away
human; human-like; as a person
writing off (a debt); cancellation; balancing the books; cancelling out (gains or losses); making even; making up (for)
to stop crying; to cry oneself out
to think hard; to brood over; to worry too much (about); to torment oneself (with the thought of)
please; I beg you; for mercy's sake
with all one's strength; with might and main; as hard as one can
much more; still more; single layer (or storey, etc.); (arch.) rather; (arch.) sooner
to fall completely silent; to become still as death
sense of helplessness; feeling of powerlessness
to torment; to torture; to harass
to return to normal; to revert to the starting point; to go back to how it was
weird; ominous; eerie; uncanny; ghastly
long time; long interval; for quite some time
leaving as is; leaving alone; leaving to chance; neglecting; abandoning
hospital; clinic; doctor's office; doctor's surgery; infirmary
live broadcast (radio, TV); live coverage
televising; broadcasting; airing
distinctive of; characteristic of; uniquely applying to; but; except; without
more and more; all the more; at last; finally; (at the) last moment; worst possible time
shadow or cloud (e.g. on someone's happiness); shade; gloom
lived-in feel (e.g. of a room); sense of life; hints of daily life
to smell; to smell of; to have a smell
shade; shadow; behind (something); other side; background; behind the scenes
to perceive; to grasp (the situation)
impatient; tantalized; tantalised; irritated; chagrined; chagrinned
cap (headwear); cap (of a bottle, pen, etc.); leader; chief