tenth day of the month; ten days
on the surface; ostensibly; superficially; apparently
deep (colour); dark; strong (flavour, smell, etc.); thick (consistency); dense; strong (possibility, etc.)
to hang; to suspend; to dangle; to swing; to carry
to feel down; to feel sad; to be in a slump (business, economy, etc.); to be in an unfavourable condition; to fall into (e.g. a hole)
day by day; with each passing day; as the days go by
to lose (something); to mislay; to get rid of; to eliminate; to remove
self-condemnation; self-reproach; self-accusation
bad condition; not to work out (i.e. a deal); disagreement; break-off; disorder; slump
to cause; to induce; to bring about a result or state; to produce
sense of guilty pleasure; feeling of naughtiness
broken into small fragments; smashed to atoms; fragments and splinters; smithereens
collapse; crumbling; breaking down; (radioactive) decay; disintegration
(looking around) restlessly; (looking) all around; goggling
to think hard; to brood over; to worry too much (about); to torment oneself (with the thought of)
to hang one's head; to look down; to cast one's eyes downward
it hasn't been long since
haggardness; emaciation; wasting away; being tired out; being worn out; exhaustion
as soon as...; just after...; immediately after...; hurriedly; in haste; quickly
investigation; examination; inquiry; enquiry; survey
second day of the month; two days
obstinate; stubborn; mulish; die-hard; bigoted
to put a burden on; to tax (e.g. strength)
feel uneasy; on tenterhooks; in suspense; on pins and needles
hostility; animosity; enmity
self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
seriousness; earnestness; truth; sanctity
all kinds of things; various things; large number of people
to cross one's mind; to be reminded
matter; affair; counter for (received) emails, text messages, voicemail messages, etc.; counter for accounts (on a website, email service, etc.)
to reheat; to steam over; to bring up again (a problem that has been dealt with); to take up again; to drag up
oneself; oneself; for oneself; personally
hypothesis; supposition; assumption; tentative theory
right; correct; proper; righteous; just
proof; testimony; demonstration; verification; certification
called; named; as many as; as much as; all ...; every single ...
comparatively; relatively; unexpectedly; unusually; considering; for one's ...
conclusive evidence; positive proof; definite proof; confirmation
in fact; as a matter of fact; actually; in reality; to tell the truth
time; season; period; phase; stage
number two; mistress; concubine