to carry on one's back; to be burdened with; to take responsibility for; to have (something) in the background; to be in front (of something); to be conceited
single word; a few words; brief comment
secluding oneself in the mountains; undertaking ascetic practices at a mountain temple; retreat; off-site meeting
handsome youth (male); pretty boy
a long time (since the last time); first in a long time
smelling of men; reeking of male body odor; manly; macho
with; by; because of; on account of; on (a day, date); at (a time); adds emphasis to preceding word
he; she; that person; that; that one; that thing
passing through without stopping; passing by
to feign friendliness; to play the hypocrite
to erase; to delete; to turn off (power); to switch off; to extinguish; to put out
all manner of (verbal) abuse; all kinds of names; abusive language; torrent of abuse; stream of insults
to go through; to suffer; to experience (something unpleasant)
in the future; another day; later
as a matter of fact; really; truly; entirely; completely; wholly
sign of life; human presence; humanity; humaneness
to leave alone; to leave as is; to ignore; to neglect
to feel around for; to fumble for; to investigate; to probe into; to explore (parts unknown); to enjoy (natural beauty)
ingredient; component; composition
insufficiency; deficiency; shortage; dissatisfaction; discontent; complaint
withdrawal symptoms; abstinence syndrome
none of your business!; don't bother me!; keep out of it!
palace; tonic (of the Japanese and Chinese pentatonic scale); ancient Chinese punishment (castration for men, or confinement for women); zodiacal sign
reason; cause; history; origin
true feelings; real intention; one's heart; one's right mind; one's senses; one's conscience
naked; bare; uncovered; frank; open; blunt
very; greatly; much; just about to; almost; very nearly
tree; shrub; bush; wood; timber
to be ...-ing; to have been ...-ing
to hate; to dislike; to loathe
pattern; figure; state; condition; conjecture of the current situation; the way it seems; model
sidelong glance; short grain (paper)
never mind!; don't worry about it
unreasonable; irrational; outrageous; absurd
unexpected; unforeseen; inconceivable
tangent point; point of contact; contact (electrical, etc.); point of agreement; common ground
natural; right; proper; naturally; as a matter of course; rightly
by all means; at all costs; absolutely
hazy; misty; foggy; hazy feeling; uncertain feeling; feeling gloomy
curiosity; inquisitiveness
to be lit (e.g. candle, lamp, light bulb); to be lighted; to be burning
middle; centre; center; midpoint; heart
talking while standing; standing around talking
luggage; baggage; burden; payload (of a packet, cell, etc.)
to take another good look at; to reconsider; to analyze; to reexamine
pure white; blank (e.g. mind, paper)
lingering attachment; lingering affection; regret; reluctance; ruefulness