legal wife; lawful wife; first wife (in polygamous relationship)
spatula; (fabric) tracing spatula; (pottery) pallet; (artificially cultured) Japanese crucian carp
spring; springtime; New Year; prime (of life); height (of one's prosperity); adolescence
to talk; to speak; to tell; to explain; to speak (a language)
to take off; to jump; to take the plunge; to decide; to step out of the ring
to cry out in one's sleep (e.g. from having a nightmare); to moan (in anguish) in one's sleep
confession (to a crime, wrongdoing, etc.); admission; professing one's feelings (to someone one wants to go out with); declaration of love; profession (of faith); confession (of sins)
impossible; incapable (of doing); incompetence; inability; impotence; having no solution (of an equation)
instead; but (on the other hand)
disposition; inclination; characteristic; sexual disposition; fetish
cane; walking stick; staff; wand
bleeding; haemorrhage; bleeding money; red ink; casualties; losses
utensil; implement; tool; instrument; appliance; apparatus
compulsion; coercion; forcing (to do); enforcement
bestiality; zooerastia; sodomy
emotional scars; mental trauma
to leave (behind); to leave (undone); to not finish; to save; to set aside; to leave (to someone, esp. after one's death)
appalling; horrifying; dreadful; hideous; revolting; disgusting
to torment; to pain; to inflict (physical) pain; to harass; to cause (emotional) pain; to afflict
sobbing; weeping; fit of crying
painful; bitter; tough; difficult; cruel; harsh
it cannot be helped; there's nothing for it; it's no use fighting back; it's hopeless; there is no way out of it
the past; bygone days; one's past (that one would prefer remained secret); past (tense); preterit; previous life
painful; bitter; tough; difficult; cruel; harsh
even a little; any at all; if only a little; no matter how little
to shake; to tremble; to sway; to be unsettled; to be unstable; to fluctuate
unrelated; irrelevant; unconcerned; unconnected
to hug (someone) tight; to embrace; to give (someone) a tight hug; to cuddle
finally; in the end; at last; in the end; after all; never (happened)
I'm sorry; my apologies; excuse me; pardon me
wish; desire; hope; prospect; expectation; (one's) hopes
resignation; acceptance; consolation
dirt; filth; stain; blot; spot
qualifications; requirements; capabilities