vague; faint; dim; indistinct; hazy; blurry
to pretend not to see; to turn one's back on
depths of Hell; abyss; inescapable situation
thought; imagination; mind; desire; wish; love
completely; thoroughly; horribly; without exception; until there's no untouched (undamaged) part
to torture; to persecute; to excruciate
(not) a single person; (no) one
(at) any time; always; at all times; whenever
sobbing; weeping; fit of crying
to feel anxious; to feel nervous; fluttering down; trickling down (e.g. tears); hanging untidily (of hair); straggling
eternity; permanence; perpetuity; Eikyū era (1113.7.13-1118.4.3)
to discuss; to talk together
to smoke; to smoulder; to be sooty; to be smoke-stained; to smoulder (e.g. a dispute); to smolder
glowing ember (either red hot charcoal or the glowing remains of burnt firewood); live charcoal
to entrust (a matter) to; to leave to; to abandon oneself to (e.g. pleasure); to yield to (e.g. anger); to devote oneself to
intimate; carefree; familiar; friendly
to yearn for; to be in love with
to sob convulsively; to heave with sobs
one after another; in rapid succession
painful; heartrending; trying; oppressive; suffocating; miserable
to yearn for; to long for; to follow (someone); to idolize (for virtue, learning, status, etc.)
to say; to tell; to state; to do
God only knows; it's anyone's call; heaven knows
to whirl; to eddy; to be all jumbled together (feelings, thoughts, etc.); to surge; to sweep
trade; business; trading; turnover; sales; takings
leaving (fleeing) the capital
riding together; fellow passenger; joint partnership
bittersweet; having mingled feelings of joy and sorrow; joy and sorrow alternating in one's heart
to relax; to feel at home
person concerned; interested party; related party
fairy tale; fairy story; nursery tale
load; baggage; cargo; burden; responsibility
box; case; car (of a train, etc.); shamisen case; shamisen; public building; community building
humour; humor; safety; health; in a good mood; in high spirits
to bend down; to bow down; to prostrate oneself; to hide oneself
peep; chirp; poor; hard up; the runs; diarrhea
to coil itself (e.g. a snake); to loaf around
notebook; account book; register
to turn over; to turn pages of a book; to tear off; to strip off; to tear up
to coat a surface with something that adheres strongly when hardened (i.e. grout, plaster, lacquer); to cover up (e.g. truth); to varnish (e.g. with lies, rumors)