dying in vain; useless death; meaningless death
at the very least; at the very most; as a bare minimum; minimum; (very) least; at least some (comfort, etc.)
to visit and comfort or console; to go to see (e.g. someone in hospital); to ask after (e.g. someone's health); to attack; to hit; to strike
setback; failure (e.g. plans, business); frustration; discouragement
bitter experience; misery; distress; grief; sad thoughts; hardship
to meet; to encounter; to see; to have an accident; to have a bad experience
pleasant; agreeable; comfortable; refreshing
to enter into a person's feelings; to guess what someone feels (using one's intuition)
to be forced to do or experience something (against one's will); to be forced to do something because one has no other choice
studies; schoolwork; classwork
to have one's heart stop beating; to be shocked; to be staggered
regret; chagrin; mortification; freedom from obstructive thoughts
retry; another try; another go
decision; determination; resolution
personal affair; one's own affair
truth; reality; sincerity; honesty; content; substance
to carry on; to go on with one's life; to keep alive; to stay alive; to survive
idea; plan; fancy; impulse; thought; whim
one's student (esp. a former one); one's pupil; one's disciple
to lose (through death; e.g. a wife, child)
circumstances; conditions; situation; reasons; state of affairs
sympathy; compassion; pity
at this stage; at this point; (only) now
remembering; recollection; anamnesis; recall (memory); retrieval
to complete decisively; to do to completion
full particulars; all the details; the whole story; everything (about); from beginning to end
immediately; right away; on the spot
hesitation; bewilderment; illusion; delusion; inability to reach enlightenment
to be dispelled (of doubts, ill feeling, etc.); to disappear; to be put behind one; to burst (of a boil, abscess, etc.)
normal; ordinary; normally; ordinarily; local train; train that stops at every station
heart disease; heart trouble; cardiopathy
gushingly; copiously; profusely; in a steady stream
to become (a state, condition, etc.)
legislating; legislation; passage (of a bill) into law
proper; appropriate; due; suitable