private talk; confidential talk; secret talk
half asleep and half awake; trance; dream and reality
to betray; to turn traitor to; to double-cross
to divide (into); to split (into); to share; to distribute; to distinguish; to discriminate; to break up (a fight)
service; duty; business; Buddhist religious services
part; assigning (allotment of) parts; role; duties
failure; defective article; dead loss; good-for-nothing; worthless person; flop
suffocation; choking; asphyxia
method; process; manner; way; means; technique
to press against; to push against; to force against; to foist on (task, responsibility); to impose (one's will)
escape; flight; running away; elopement; fleeing
repentance; confession; penitence
at every opportunity; whenever possible; whenever the occasion arises; from time to time; occasionally
watch-keeping; guard; lookout
to (an extent); up to; doesn't amount to doing ...; not significant enough to require ...; even if ...
incident; affair; happening; event
unworthy; unbecoming; improper
timidly; nervously; with nervous diffidence; trembling with fear
even though things may appear this way
to feel uplifted; to be cheered up; to hearten; to be inspired; to be energized
one's heart's desire; one's dearest wish
very hard; with utmost effort; as hard as one can; with all one's might; for dear life; eagerly
to accompany; to go hand in hand with; to be consequent upon; to be accompanied by; to bring with; to take with
to draw around (e.g. a curtain); to drag around; to take (someone) around; to parade around; to order about; to lead
coach (horse-drawn); carriage; wagon; cart
painful; difficult; distressing; (psychologically) difficult; straitened (circumstances); tight (financial situation)
to taste; to savor; to appreciate; to enjoy; to experience; to go through
to build up one's strength; to get stronger; to give (someone) strength; to cheer (someone) up; to encourage (someone)
presentiment; premonition; hunch; to have a premonition; to have a hunch
properly; accurately; exactly; neatly; tidily; orderly
note left by a dead person; suicide note; testamentary letter; posthumous work
to write; to compose; to pen; to draw; to paint
paying no heed to; not caring about; taking no notice of
to settle; to finish; to bring to an end
not only ... (but also); not just; as well as
mutually; with each other; reciprocally; together; both
to hunger for love; to starve for love
brute; beast; monster; inhuman person; ungrateful person
solitude; loneliness; isolation