jpdb beta

(one's) identity; background; upbringing; (one's) character

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you

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be; is

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dying in vain; wasteful sacrifice of life

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alas; regrettably; to my great regret; tragically

1

futility; waste; uselessness; pointlessness; idleness

1

to throw away

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imitating; copying; mimicry; behavior; behaviour; action

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it cannot be helped; there's nothing for it; it's no use fighting back; it's hopeless; there is no way out of it

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to erase; to drown out (e.g. a voice); to make disappear

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wife

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to think deep down (that); to tell oneself (that); to secretly believe (that)

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when; at what moment; what time

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to smile cheerfully; to crack a smile

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paradise; heaven; Kingdom of Heaven

1

well done!; good job!; good work!; you did it!; bravo!

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enjoyment; pleasure; diversion; anticipation; looking forward to

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companions; friends; comrades; mates; partners

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to be anxious or concerned about; to ponder (anxiously); to fear; to investigate; to consider; to plan

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to be convinced (that); to be under the impression (that); to make up one's mind; to set one's heart on; to be obsessed (with a thought, idea, etc.); to think about obsessively

2

pleasant; agreeable; comfortable; refreshing

2

to send out; to forward; to show (a person) out

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to chide; to rebuke; to reprove

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relieved; refreshed; frank; candid; easy-going

1

when looked at in that way

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dotage; feeble-minded old man; senile old fool; dotard

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(not) altogether; (not) wholly

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wise man

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please remember me; please help me; please treat me well; please do; please take care of

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kiss

5

parting; separation; farewell

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to grasp tightly

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to smile (at someone)

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to write; to compose; to pen; to draw; to paint

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the last moment; the very end

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pipe; tube

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to drink; to gulp; to smoke (tobacco); to engulf; to overwhelm; to keep down; to suppress

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to boil; to decoct; to infuse

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lukewarm; tepid; half-hearted; vague; lenient; mild

1

little by little

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Janus (Roman god)

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charm; amulet

2

to be stingy (with); to skimp (on)

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only; merely; but; no more than

1

all that one has; all that there is; the whole

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odious; hateful; awful; horrid; revolting

1

to knead; to mix; to complicate; to turn into a mess

1

that's good; that's nice; like (on social media); is that clear?; OK?

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farewell; adieu; goodbye; so long

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raw; uncooked; natural; as it is; unprotected (sex); live (i.e. not recorded); inexperienced

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