to spend; to expend; to waste; to squander; to devote
transformation; abnormality; sexual perversion; pervert; metamorphosis; transformation
(not) even once; (not) ever
achievements; actual results; accomplishments; past results; track record
to blame; to reproach; to question (a suspect); to challenge; to aggravate (an injury); to be aggravated
banter; raillery; ridicule; teasing; making fun of
deviant; deviate; pervert; weirdo
speck; dot; point; only a little; particle; only one
sure; certain; reliable; trustworthy; If I'm not mistaken; If I remember correctly
once; before; formerly; never yet; never before; first time
to go in the direction of; to proceed toward; to become; to face (facts, circumstances, etc.); (arch.) to abide by; (arch.) to agree to
needle (compass, gauge, etc.); hand (clock); indicator; guiding principle; guideline; guide
hole; opening; pit; hollow; burrow; den; deficit
to be worried; to be troubled
at that time; in those days
fate; destiny (esp. as a mysterious force that binds two people together); relationship (e.g. between two people); bond; family ties; affinity; opportunity
already known; well-known
(establish) friendly (cordial) relations (with, between); (form) friendship (e.g. with a nation)
while it may be true that; just because; nevertheless; not necessarily
to glare at; to scowl at; to stare intensely at; to examine carefully; to estimate; to guess
pleasant; agreeable; comfortable; refreshing
to harvest; to reap; to take in; to gather in; to adopt (e.g. idea); to accept (e.g. advice)
connivance; tacit consent; toleration; acquiescence
poor person; pauper; the poor; the indigent
possible; likely; probable
depression; melancholy; dejection; gloom; despondency
to be on the verge; to be on the brink; to get close
garden; yard; courtyard; field (of action); area
paradise; heaven; Kingdom of Heaven
sect; denomination; school (e.g. of poetry)
already; now; by this time; quick; early; fast
third day of the month; three days
sense of values; values; value system
now (when it is already much too late); at this stage; afresh; anew; again
to prepare for death; to get ready to die
cannot (due to external circumstances); cannot afford to; must not; impossible to; no way one can (do)
to lock up; to shut up; to imprison
inside one's heart; in one's mind
to wake up; to awake; to awaken to (instinct, ability, perception, etc.); to become aware of; to come to one's senses