not feeling like doing ...; having no mind to ...; being in no mood for ...; indifferent; half-hearted; dispirited
estrangement; alienation; neglecting to stay in contact
progress; advance; improvement; development
weeping; sobbing; softly (crying); with a prolonged dull pain; having a griping pain
pride; self-confidence; thinking highly of oneself; being proud of one's abilities or achievements
early summer; fourth month of the lunar calendar
middle of summer; height of summer; midsummer
few decades; many decades; several decades
it doesn't matter what; anything is fine