to whirl; to eddy; to be all jumbled together (feelings, thoughts, etc.); to surge; to sweep
to scatter; to cause a shower of; to disperse; to distribute; to resolve (a symptom, condition, etc.); to relieve
spring water; clear (pure) water
cannot be undone; can't be recovered from
isn't it?; let's ...; why don't we ...; how about we ...
feeling uneasy; very worried; very anxious; on tenterhooks; on pins and needles
speaking of ...; when it comes to ...; as for ...; if one were to say ...
unnatural; artificial; affected; strained
full of (e.g. mistakes); riddled with; covered all over with (blood, mud, etc.)
firm; strong; unbending; unyielding; uncompromising; stubborn
fascination; to charm; to fascinate; to mesmerize
meeting; conference; session; assembly; council; convention
to well up (of tears, anger, joy, etc.); to surge up (within oneself); to rise; to feel nauseated; to feel sick
please; somehow or other; one way or another
exclusion; removal; rejection; elimination; abatement; lifting (sanctions, etc.)
somehow; for some reason; without knowing why
lifesaver; person who saved one's life
letting (someone) die without helping
will; volition; intention; intent; determination
to hide; to keep to oneself
to lend an ear; to hearken; to give an ear to; to listen carefully
boy; son; baby boy; young man
to have something on one's mind; to have (undisclosed) reservations; to feel conflicted
seal; to seal (e.g. a letter); to affix a seal; to seal up
effort; exertion; endeavour; endeavor; hard work; striving
memory; recollection; remembrance; storage
intracerebral; inside the brain; (occurring) in the mind; mental (e.g. image); imaginary
buzz; hum; shake (with vigor); shaking
safety; welfare; well-being
very much; intensely; overwhelmingly; excessively; irresistibly; without any obvious reason
to meet; to encounter; to see; to have an accident; to have a bad experience
dropping (of tears, dew, etc.); falling off; dropping off; inadvertently (coming to the surface); letting out (e.g. a secret)
to spill; to drop; to grumble; to complain; to let one's feelings show
boo! (sound used to scare someone); ugh (dissatisfaction, aggravation); ulp (consternation)
cannot (do); it is impossible that...; it is (highly) unlikely that...
wild; in disarray; harum-scarum; hysteric
(looking around) restlessly; (looking) all around; goggling
to look around; to survey
I wonder; do you think?; I might; some kind; some stage; somehow
to cock one's head in puzzlement; to tilt one's head in contemplation; to wrack one's brain; to think hard