to affect; to impact; to influence
to draw back; to sink; to be set back (e.g. from a road); to withdraw (e.g. from the public eye); to retire to (somewhere)
to fall ill; to suffer from (e.g. a disease); to have something wrong with (e.g. an inner organ)
in person; personally; directly
opinion; point of view; visual point
menial; meanness; servility; abject
cannot be helped; unavoidable; pointless; useless; hopeless (person); annoying
at a young age; while still young
the way one works; one's working manner
underhanded; unfair; makeshift; stopgap
dull (e.g. a knife); blunt; thickheaded; obtuse; dull (sound, color, etc.); dim (light)
suitable; satisfactory; desirable
strict; severe; stern; rigid; rigorous; tough
just before one's eyes; in one's presence; personally
to suffer; to groan; to be worried
to become twisted; to grow distorted; to get sulky; to sulk; to grow bitter; to become embittered
origin; genesis; opening; start; beginning
paying for one's mistakes; getting one's just deserts; suffering the consequences (of one's own actions); reap what you sow
close; intimate; on good terms
previous generation (e.g. one's parents); family predecessor; predecessor; previous age
house (e.g. of Tokugawa); family
association; socializing; socialising; fellowship
close (e.g. in terms of relationship); intimate
to rebuke; to scold; to tell off; to question persistently (in order to criticize or find fault with somebody)
to speak ill of; to disparage
one way or another; in many ways; in various ways
to complain; to lodge a complaint
to be caught in a dilemma; to get into a scrape
taking advantage of (a convenient situation)
to use one's influence; to pull strings; to take measures; to make the necessary preparations
(not) in any way; (not) at all; (none) whatsoever; what kind of
after an interval of ... years; for the first time in ... years
to age; to grow old (esp. in appearance); to show marks of age
to speak frankly; to speak unreservedly; to open up to each other; to talk candidly; to speak by laying everything on the table; to talk straight from the gut
essential; important; crucial; vital; main
to love; to cherish; to show favouritism to; to be partial to; to fondle; to caress
to have something on one's mind; to have (undisclosed) reservations; to feel conflicted
clumsy; awkward; tactless; awkward (e.g. socially); (arch.) mean; (arch.) cowardly
to paw (at) the ground; to struggle (using one's arms and legs); to flounder; to struggle (to escape an adverse situation); to strive
it cannot be helped; there's nothing for it; it's no use fighting back; it's hopeless; there is no way out of it
advance guard; vanguard; athlete who competes in the first match of a team competition (kendo, judo, etc.)
cold; chilly; cold (attitude, stare, etc.); frigid; composed; cool
exposure to the sun; sunny place
turning over while sleeping in bed; betrayal; double-crossing
kindness; intimacy; friendship
great; grand; extensive; large-scale