to resign; to retire; to quit; to leave (one's job, etc.)
unreliable; undependable; helpless; forlorn; worried; uneasy
aspiration; volunteering; desire; application
it does not mean that ...; I don't mean that ...; it is not the case that
blanket; (rubber) blanket; (fusion reactor) blanket
to turn up; to roll up (e.g. sleeves); to do over and over again; to do relentlessly; to stage a comeback (against) (in mahjong, horse racing, etc.); to come from behind
thoroughly; completely; severely; harshly; (arch.) scattered; (arch.) disconnected
refreshingly; with a feeling of relief; shapely; neatly; cleanly; without trouble; clearly
self-torture; masochism; inflicting damage to oneself
marsh; swamp; obsession; addiction; ugly man; retard
dear (old); fondly remembered; beloved; missed; nostalgic
to dream (i.e. while asleep); to have a dream; to dream (of the future); to have a fleeting experience
memories; recollections; reminiscence
mountain (or hill) behind a house, village, etc.; side of a mountain that gets little sunshine; envious; jealous
slaughter (of animals for meat); butchery
throat; singing voice; gutter (inner margins of a book)
to shoot through (a door, the heart, etc.); to go through
to shoot (a gun, person, etc.); to fire
dream; dream; hope; unrealistic aspiration; daydream; delusion
loop; band; loop (in a program); looping (of a video, slideshow, etc.); repeating (e.g. of a conversation); time loop (in fiction); temporal loop
to slaughter; to massacre; to butcher; to defeat soundly; to overpower; to vanquish
character (in a play, novel, film, etc.); dramatis personae
peculiarity; uniqueness; characteristic
point of view; viewpoint; angle; visual point (position of the eye in calculations of optical instruments)
to stand, walk, etc. shoulder-to-shoulder; to be on a par with
to save; to rescue; to help; to assist; to support (financially); to contribute (to)
equality (esp. of status); equal footing; equal terms
(one's) gaze; line of sight; point of view; standpoint; line covering someone's eyes (to obscure their identity); eye censor bar
condescending attitude; arrogant attitude; looking down on
to disdain; to look down on; to make light of; to hold in contempt; to scorn; to despise
preferential treatment; special treatment; different treatment; express delivery; special delivery
of the same age; age-matched
my; one's own; I ...; one ...
to surround; to encircle; to besiege; to lay siege to; to play (go, shogi, etc.)
environment; surroundings; circumstances
as time passes; with the passing of time; with time
obedient; meek; honest; frank; straight (e.g. hair); without peculiarity
to not give in; to be obstinate; to be stubborn; to be perverse
a touch (of sadness, unease, etc.); a tinge (of); a hint (of); a smear (of paint, ink, etc.); one stroke (of a brush)
to divert (e.g. one's mind); to distract; to relieve (boredom, sorrow, etc.); to conceal (e.g. one's grief with a smile); to hide; to shift (the conversation)
repulse; repelling (e.g. the enemy); driving back