to well up (of tears, anger, joy, etc.); to surge up (within oneself); to rise; to feel nauseated; to feel sick
to experience chest pain; to have a pain in one's chest; to feel sick at heart; to have one's heart ache; to be anguished
detailed; full; minute; knowing very well; knowledgeable (about); well-acquainted (with)
contents; content; substance; matter; detail; import
to know; to be aware (of); to sense; to feel; to understand; to comprehend; to remember
after (practically) no time; immediately after; just; having no time to
pleasure; supreme pleasure obtained by freeing oneself from earthly desires
rule; domination; direction; management; control (of one's destiny, public opinion, etc.); governing
to pose as; to (successfully) impersonate; to pretend to be; to (completely) become; to (fully) turn into
H; h; indecent; lewd; (having) sex; pervert; nth year in the Heisei era (1989.1.8-2019.4.30)
severe; harsh; hard; cruel; rigorous
anxiety; uneasiness; worry; apprehension; fear; insecurity
to hold in one's arms (e.g. a baby); to embrace; to hug; to have (a thought or feeling); to hold; to harbour (suspicion, doubt, etc.)
to commit (e.g. crime); to perpetrate; to break (e.g. rule); to violate; to rape; to violate
to pin down; to knock down; to push (and hold) someone down (esp. with sexual connotations)
to grope; to feel around (in one's pocket, bag, etc.)
wanting (to have); desiring; wishing for; I want (you, them, etc.) to (do)
improper; immodest; disgraceful; shameful; vulgar; low
hot (to the touch); passionate (feelings, etc.); ardent; hot (e.g. temper); zealous; enthusiastic; intense
to feel hot; to flush; to burn
that day; the very same day
to humiliate; to disgrace; to put to shame; to violate; to (sexually) assault; to rape
to accomplish; to fulfill; to carry out
firm; determined; resolute; conclusive
to stick it out (until the end)
preparedness; readiness; mental attitude; frame of mind
(more than) enough; too much; bitterly; extremely; keenly
to drive into (e.g. a nail into a board); to hit into (e.g. a home run into the stands); to throw into (e.g. jail); to drum into (someone) (an idea, skill, etc.); to hammer into
but (still); and yet; nevertheless; even so; notwithstanding
and; besides; because; since; the thing is; for one thing
to desire; to wish; to beg; to request; to have something done for oneself
moment; instant; just then; right at that moment; for a moment; for an instant
end; conclusion; last; final; once ...; the moment ... (, that's it)
sure; no mistaking it; for certain; without doubt
to get impatient; to become irritated; to fret; to chafe
to pass through; to pass by; to pass (of time); to elapse; to have expired; to have ended; to exceed
to shake and untangle; to shake free from
graceful; willowy; lissome; soft and tender
to wriggle; to squirm; to crawl like a worm
crotch; groin; area between the thighs