lingering attachment; lingering affection; regret; reluctance; ruefulness
the past; bygone days; one's past (that one would prefer remained secret); past (tense); preterit; previous life
to take another good look at; to reconsider; to analyze; to reexamine
to close (e.g. book, eyes, meeting, etc.); to shut
to spend all one's time doing; to do day in, day out; to do nothing but ...; to pass (of days)
last; final; closing; last train (bus, flight, etc.; of the day)
materials; ingredients; material (for a novel, experiment, etc.); subject matter; grounds (for a decision, judgement, etc.); basis
absolutely every little bit; everything from A to Z; systematically; thoroughly; one after another; successively
day; days; sun; sunshine; (the) day; daytime; date
to turn back; to go back; to come back; to return; to retrace one's steps
Buddhist priest; bonze; close-cropped hair; crew cut; boy; sonny
request; favor; favour; reliance; dependence; trust
to be helpful; to be dependable; to stand by (someone)
to leave behind; to put off; to postpone
to head home; to leave for home
spreading; disseminating; scattering; diffusion (of light, gas)
flaw; defect; problem; inconvenient
invasion; incursion; raid; aggression; intrusion; trespass
abandoning (hope, plans); giving up
to lead; to spearhead (a group); to command (troops)
blockade; lockdown; sealing off (an area); freezing (funds)
deliberately; intentionally; on purpose; purposely
smirkingly; broadly (grinning)
from one's side; from the side (of something); from someone unconnected; from someone uninvolved
to look into; to peep into; to peer into
to screw up (one's face); to scrunch up; to pucker up; to furrow (one's brow); to wrinkle
through (e.g. an intermediary, a medium); via; over (e.g. a network); across; by way of; by means of
image (on a screen); picture (e.g. on a TV); video; film; reflection; image (in one's mind)
to do oneself; to do by oneself; to start work (on); to commence
to go to and from (a place); to go back and forth between; to go to (school, work, etc.); to attend; to circulate (e.g. blood, electricity); to be communicated (e.g. thought)
low rank; lower position; subordinate position; lower order (e.g. byte)
banter; raillery; ridicule; teasing; making fun of
unconditionally; as a rule
in accordance with; according to; as X, then Y (e.g. as we age we gain wisdom, as wine matures it becomes more valuable, etc.)
brutal (nature); brutality; blood lust; cruelty; ferocity
not straightforward; not dealt with by ordinary means; very hard to manage
because ...; for ...; the reason being ...; as for ...; when it comes to ...; regarding ...
positive; assertive; active; proactive; aggressive
deed; act; conduct; behavior; asceticism
criticism; blame; censure; attack; reproach
transition; changeover; switchover; transfer (of powers, weight, etc.); shift (e.g. of centre of gravity)
not worth considering; out of the question