staringly; fixedly; unblinkingly
infiltration; sneaking in; going undercover
although at this late hour; now, although it is too late; afresh; anew; again
regret; repentance; remorse
to become confused (disconcerted, disorganized, disorganised); to be flustered; to panic; to hurry; to rush; to hasten
to jump out; to leap out; to appear (suddenly); to emerge; to protrude; to project
to puzzle over; to think deeply about; to rack one's brains over (wrack)
wandering (around); roaming; loitering; prowling; hanging around
not less than ...; ... and over; beyond (e.g. one's expectations); above; the above; the above-mentioned
to come out; to appear; to turn up; to go out for a while
even if I say so myself; for me (to do such a thing)
painful; difficult; distressing; (psychologically) difficult; straitened (circumstances); tight (financial situation)
having no choice but to ...; all one can do is ...; there's nothing to do except ...; having nothing but ...; there is only ...; having only ...
hope; wish; aspiration; (bright) prospects; expectation
to wager; to bet; to risk; to stake; to gamble
cute; adorable; dear; precious; innocent; childlike
shape; form; appearance; style; state; situation
better; preferable; more; increase; (arch.) increase; (arch.) growth
attacking a fleeing enemy; additional blow to an already unfortunate situation; rubbing salt into a wound
going out; outing; leaving (one's home, office, etc.)
lie; fib; mistake; error; unwise move; bad decision
to pile up; to heap up; to stack up; to repeat many times over; to go through repeatedly; to accumulate
open seam; seam that has come apart; tear
to grow up; to become an adult; to become big; to grow in size
I, myself; one-self; by one-self; even I; even one
no good; not serving its purpose; hopeless; wasted; cannot; must not
to be at wits' end; to be greatly perplexed; to be troubled
to talk; to speak; to tell; to explain; to speak (a language)
to get angry; to get mad; to lose one's temper; to scold; to tell (someone) off
as a matter of fact; by the way; to tell you the truth; to be honest; frankly; actually
appeal; call for something; request; axiom
force; vigor; influence; authority; impetus; impulse
ecstasy; rapture; trance; senility
secret; secrecy; mystery; secret (e.g. to success); esoteric teachings
to confide; to reveal; to disclose; to lay bare; to speak frankly; to open (one's heart)
to have a feeling (that); to have a sensation (that)
safe; secure; certainly; surely; no thanks; I'm good
he; she; this; this one; hey, you!; you bastard!
to chide; to rebuke; to reprove
to watch over; to keep watch over; to keep an eye on; to watch intently; to stare; to gaze
both hands; both arms; ten
to pin down; to hold down; to cover (esp. a part of one's body with one's hand); to clutch (a body part in pain); to get a hold of; to obtain; to grasp (a point)
various; a variety of; variously; in various ways; various things; this and that
first of all; at once; for now; for the time being; anyway; at least
a short while ago; a moment ago; just now; some time ago