a little embarrassing;  slightly embarrassed;  somewhat ashamed;  extremely embarrassing;  extremely embarrassed
 (it was) not until;  (it was) only when
 to call each other;  to call out to one another
 the truth;  fact;  as it is;  as you are;  frank;  bare plain
 to look away;  to avert one's eyes
 long ago;  already;  a long time ago
 behavior;  behaviour;  manner;  attitude;  bearing
 forever;  for good;  eternally;  as long as one likes;  indefinitely;  no matter what
 absentmindedly;  vacantly;  carelessly
 defeat;  loss;  failing to live up to (one's name, looks, etc.);  discount;  loss (on a sale)
 splendid;  magnificent;  utter (esp. defeat);  total; (arch.)  something worth seeing; (arch.)  sight
 confident;  assured;  self-assured;  bullish (e.g. market)
 to anyone;  to everyone;  by anyone;  by everyone;  in everyone;  in anyone
 vocal message;  speech;  statement;  prologue at the start of a kabuki performance
 tomfoolery;  monkey business
 to be effective;  to be fruitful;  to be worthwhile;  to be worth;  to be rewarded;  to pay off
 to hit (e.g. one's head);  to strike;  to throw (e.g. a ball, a question, a demand);  to express;  to vent (e.g. one's anger)
 to worry about (someone's welfare or comfort);  to feel anxious about;  to have apprehensions of
 Saint;  St.;  S.;  sacred;  holy;  pure
 sword (esp. a large, double-edged one);  blade;  bayonet;  swordsmanship;  stinger;  ovipositor
 once;  before;  formerly;  never yet;  never before;  first time
 now (esp. in contrast to the past);  now at last;  at present;  right now
 lump;  mass;  group;  crowd;  embodiment (of an idea, quality, feeling etc.);  personification
 (tear) to pieces;  (rip) apart;  with a rattle;  with a shudder;  feeling an electric shock
 to tear up and throw away
 goes without saying;  needless to say;  obvious
 transmigration;  reincarnation;  metempsychosis
 memories;  recollections;  reminiscence
 last (on the list);  (at the) bottom;  (in) last position;  tailender
 to be torn off;  to come off;  to be torn to pieces;  to be torn to shreds
 to fly;  to soar;  to jump;  to leap;  to spatter;  to scatter;  to hurry
 dull;  uninteresting;  insignificant;  unimportant;  absurd;  foolish
 until now;  so far;  up to the present
 one face;  one surface;  the whole surface;  one aspect;  one side;  (on) the other hand;  one broad, flat object
 memory;  recollection;  remembrance;  storage
 cruel;  merciless;  atrocious;  pitiful;  tragic;  horrible
 to get torn;  to tear;  to rip;  to be broken off (of negotiations, etc.);  to break down;  to collapse
 childcare;  child-rearing;  nursing;  upbringing
 engawa;  external corridor on the outer side of traditional Japanese houses;  bone at the base of a fin;  meat at the base of a fin (esp. of a flatfish)
 noisy;  boisterous;  turbulent (era, etc.);  troubled
 (a place) out of one's reach