self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
sensation; feeling; tendency; propensity
(mental) agony; anguish; suffering; distress
behavior; behaviour; manner; attitude; bearing
to think of; to hit upon; to come into one's mind; to remember; to recall
medicine; medical science
elucidation; explication; explaining; unravelling; clarification; understanding
recommendation; advice; suggestion; encouragement
itself; one's own body; oneself; originally; naturally
to be sad; to mourn for; to regret
at least; at most; (even) just
to desire; to wish; to beg; to request; to have something done for oneself
repentance; confession; penitence
atonement; the Atonement (of Jesus Christ)
self-satisfaction; (self-)complacency; smugness
hah (derisively); pooh; pfft (of something disappearing); poof; huff; puff
funny; comical; humorous; ridiculous; silly; absurd
to wait eagerly for; to look forward to
to pile up; to accumulate
to move forward; to move on
easy; simple; there's no way that ...
to take a breath; to take a short rest
opposite side; bottom; rear; back; lining; inside; in the shadows
abandonment; renouncement; renunciation; resignation; abdication; surrender
background; scenery; background (of an incident, situation, etc.); circumstances; backing; support (from behind the scenes)
trouble; burden; nuisance; care; dependence; support
self-torturing; masochistic
thoroughly; through and through; out and out; in every way; from beginning to end; from start to finish
to get fed up with; to get sick of; to become disgusted with
to be born; to come into the world
for; for the sake of; to one's advantage; because of; as a result of
to peel off and fall; to flake away
slightly; lightly; thinly; faintly; dimly
to wipe; to mop up; to get rid of (an impression, feeling, blemish, etc.); to dispel (e.g. shame); to erase
self-torture; masochism; inflicting damage to oneself
will; volition; intention; intent; determination
to act (a part); to play (a role); to perform (a play, etc.); to put on (a production); to commit (e.g. a blunder); to disgrace oneself
to read the situation; to sense the mood; to read the room
statement; remark; observation; utterance; speech; proposal
to become speechless; to be at a loss for words