in conflict; incompatible; out of harmony; running counter; mutually exclusive; clashing with
hah (derisively); pooh; pfft (of something disappearing); poof; huff; puff
in general; generally; as a whole; all in all; altogether
hierarchical relationship; superior-subordinate relationship; senior-junior relationship
to go against; to oppose; to disobey; to defy
sense of being victimized; aggrieved feelings; victim mentality; victim's mind
in a ward; within the ward; within the zone; within the district
dark; gloomy; depressed; dispirited; dark (in colour); dull; ill-boding
grunt; grumble; pimples; spots; cutting into small pieces; simmering
to push; to thrust; to press (down); to push (e.g. a button); to stamp (e.g. one's name); to affix (a seal); to affix (e.g. gold leaf)
situation; (present) state of affairs; circumstances
mother; mom; wife; you (of an elderly person older than the speaker); she
shuddering; shivering; trembling; being horrified; being disgusted
sensitivity; sensibility; susceptibility; receptivity
to pull; to tug; to draw (attention, sympathy, etc.); to attract (e.g. interest); to draw back (e.g. one's hand); to draw in (one's chin, stomach, etc.); to draw (a card, mahjong tile, etc.)
misunderstanding; misapprehension; misconception; false impression; wrong idea
to ask a question; to ask questions
answer; reply; response; answer; solution; result
end; ending; close; end of (one's) life; death
working adult; full-fledged member of society
regarding as sacred; apotheosis; deification; sanctification
opening suddenly and widely (e.g. eyes)
to open (one's eyes) wide
roundabout (e.g. expression); indirect (reference, criticism, etc.); oblique
to calm down; to compose oneself; to calm down; to settle down; to settle down (in a location, job, etc.); to settle in; to be settled (of an arrangement, conclusion, etc.)
to be (in contrast to something that is not the case)
to compete; to contest; to quarrel; to argue; to deny (e.g. evidence)
to benefit; to profit; to gain; to reap rewards
to the end; to the bitter end; to the last; after all; it must be remembered; only
to be obsessive (about); to be overly concerned (with); to be particular (about); to pay special attention (to); to get stuck; to be obstructed
to ask; to enquire; to query
anguished; distressed; worried; horny
hey there; I say; see here
to be amazed; to be shocked; to be astonished; to be astounded; to be disgusted; to be exasperated
difference in temperature; difference in degrees of enthusiasm (interest, commitment, etc.); difference in attitude
being beaten by one's opponent's persistence; being outlasted; running out of patience; giving in; succumbing (to)
to detain; to check; to restrain; to stop