to take the middle (between the two); to split the difference
about this time; about now
to kill; to slay; to suppress; to block; to suppress (a voice, feelings, etc.); to hold back
to peep (through); to peek; to await (one's chance); to guess; to infer
swaying (only once, in a large, slow motion); relaxedly
to shake; to sway; to rock; to become unstable; to become unsettled; to be shaken
desperation; despair; self-abandonment
to well up (of tears, anger, joy, etc.); to surge up (within oneself); to rise; to feel nauseated; to feel sick
laugh; laughter; smile; sneer; sex aids (e.g. dildos, pornographic books, erotic woodblock prints, etc.)
thanks; gratitude; appreciation; thankfulness
stiffening; rigidity; rigor; stiffness; ossification; petrification
to bear; to stand; to support; to withstand; to be fit for; to be equal to
H; h; indecent; lewd; (having) sex; pervert; nth year in the Heisei era (1989.1.8-2019.4.30)
inspection of personal belongings (e.g. before entering a venue)
to make war (on); to wage war (against); to compete (against); to struggle (against adversities, etc.); to fight
strange; odd; peculiar; queer; curious
violent; furious; extreme; intense; fervent; vehement
dress; one-piece (e.g. swimsuit)
loungewear; comfortable clothing worn at home
exit; way out; outlet; vent
with stealthy steps; with noiseless footsteps; on tiptoe; stealthily
impressive; striking; memorable; impactful
personal attendant; valet; maid
polite; respectful; reverent
a glance; a look; a glimpse
faithful; devoted; loyal; honest; true
selfishness; selfish motive
insertion; letter drop; sending to a prisoner; thing sent to a prisoner; supply of provisions, refreshments, etc. to someone carrying out a task
player put on starting list to be replaced by another when the opponent's pitcher is known
plan; scheme; stratagem; plot; trick
main purpose; primary objective
be on your guard; negligence is the enemy
nervous; highly strung; sensitive; fussy; worried about petty things
lately; recently; these days