starting field which contains the November and/or December 20-point card
to return to normal; to revert to the starting point; to go back to how it was
to pull apart; to separate; to have a lead over; to pull ahead of; to outdistance
scream; shriek; shout; exclamation
to bite into (e.g. rope into skin); to cut into; to eat into; to encroach; to be wedged (i.e. underwear pulled from the back, driving it between the buttocks)
memories; recollections; reminiscence
hateful; detestable; abominable; amazing; fantastic; admirable
person with whom to speak; someone to talk to; companion; advisor; adviser
grand; magnificent; majestic; great; sublime
unexpected; unlikely; terrible; awful; very; extremely
exactly right!; indeed; damn straight
foolish; idiotic; stupid; ridiculous; absurd
difficult to understand; unintelligible; abstruse
to overturn; to capsize; to overthrow (government etc.); to reverse (decision etc.); to disprove (an established theory etc.)
aloneness; loneliness; solitude
light; glow; (a) light; lights; proof (of innocence)
to lie down; to stretch out; to lie ahead (of danger, difficulty, etc.); to lie in wait
one night; one evening; all night; overnight
the person in question; prominent figure; distinguished person; that person
to have a talk; to tell a story
to bear a grudge against; to resent; to blame; to curse; to feel bitter towards
impossible; unthinkable; unbelievable; ridiculous
to faint; to lose consciousness; to be in a daze; to feel overwhelmed; to feel exhausted
the reverse (side); back (side); other side; hidden side; behind the scenes
to hear; to hear by chance; to hear by accident; to catch (the sound)
your body; your health; yourself; you
to put (oneself) forward; to risk (one's life); to volunteer (bravely)
having no choice; at a loss for what to do; at one's wits' end; helpless; powerless
existence; being; life; survival
surely; certainly; no doubt; must
to risk one's life (to do); to put one's life on the line; to step forward (to do); to give one's all