stealthily; secretly; in secret
congratulation; congratulations; celebration; congratulatory gift; present
photograph; photo; picture; moving picture; movie
adulterous partner (in a relationship); adulterous lover
former girlfriend; ex-girlfriend
to persuade; to coax; to solicit; to seduce; to make advances; to make a play
one night; one evening; all night; overnight
to have a relationship; to have relations
breaking off an engagement
on and after; as from; hereafter; thereafter; since
what one has a mind to do; what one feels like (doing); being so minded; (with) that in mind
to follow around; to shadow; to tag along; to haunt one (e.g. feeling, failure); to follow one
useless; no future in it; doesn't make sense; having no point
it cannot be helped; there's nothing for it; it's no use fighting back; it's hopeless; there is no way out of it
persecution complex; paranoia
treatment; service; handling (of a machine, tool, etc.); operation; treating as; treating like
the past; bygone days; one's past (that one would prefer remained secret); past (tense); preterit; previous life
denouncing; calling (e.g. somebody a thief); branding (as)
I see; that's right; indeed
blind (devotion, faith, etc.); reckless
chance; start; cue; excuse; motive; impetus
to disagree; to dispute; to fight (over)
to descend; to go down; to be handed down (of an order, judgment, etc.); to pass (of time); to surrender; to capitulate; to be less than
fear; dread; dismay; terror; horror; scare
terrific; staggering; tremendous; frightful; ghastly; horrific
force; strength; capability; ability; efficacy; effect; effort
to press down; to hold down; to pin down; to suppress (feelings, disorder, opposition, etc.); to repress
danger to oneself; (fear of) one's physical safety
to throw violently against; to slam against; to strike; to thrust at someone (e.g. a letter)
to defend oneself; to protect oneself
almost; roughly; approximately
deliberately; intentionally; on purpose; purposely
indescribable; inexpressible; unspeakable; indefinable; nobody can tell
one; 1; best; first; foremost; beginning; start
young; youthful; immature; green; low (number); small
police officer; policeman; constable
to join (hands); to take (each other's hands); to scramble for; to struggle for; to pay attention to; to take notice of
correspondence (to); equivalence; suitability; coordination; dealing with; coping with
going public (with a matter); becoming public knowledge; recourse to litigation; taking (a matter) to court
dangerous; risky; awful; terrible; terrific; amazing
weekly publication; weekly magazine