foolish; idiotic; stupid; ridiculous; absurd
constrained; uncomfortable; awkward
as (much) as possible; as (much) as one can; wherever practicable; if possible
painful; heartrending; trying; oppressive; suffocating; miserable
reconciliation; make peace with
and; thereupon; because of that
self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
storm; tempest; uproar; hullabaloo; storm (e.g. of protest)
going to and fro; back and forth
cold (to the touch); chilly; icy; (emotionally) cold; coldhearted; unfeeling
pain; ache; soreness; damage; injury; wear
feelings; emotion; compassion; sympathy; passion; affection
long (distance, length); long (time); protracted; prolonged
complex; inferiority complex; complex (of buildings, facilities, etc.)
no matter how much time passes
negative; negative (e.g. thinking)
to be saved; to be rescued; to escape harm; to be spared damage; to be helped; to be saved trouble
consolation money; compensation for breaking off relations (e.g. with a mistress); settlement
to do completely; to do accidentally; to do without meaning to; to happen to do
cup (drinking vessel, measure, brassiere, prize, etc.)
how long; how much; to what extent
softly; gently; stealthily; secretly; to leave alone; to leave as it is
conquest (of a difficulty, illness, handicap, etc.); overcoming; bringing under control; subjugation; victory over
chest; breast; breasts; bosom; heart; lungs; stomach
to jump in; to leap in; to plunge into; to burst in; to barge in
moment; brief space of time
very much; exceedingly; extremely
impostor; imposter; pretender; liar
refreshingly; with a feeling of relief; shapely; neatly; cleanly; without trouble; clearly
to withdraw; to leave; to retire; to back down; to give up
childish; child-like; immature; infantile
declining; refusal; rejection; announcement; notice
(TV or radio) entertainer; television personality; talent; skill; talent (ancient unit of weight and currency)