but then; although; though; reasonable; natural; just
rather; sooner; preferably; on the contrary; if anything
hardships of poverty; serious poverty
unusual; unwonted; uncharacteristic
attendant; valet; altar boy; acolyte
feeling heavy in the head; heavy-headed; sick with worry
to collect; to gather; to save; to accumulate; to pile up
various; a variety of; variously; in various ways; various things; this and that
troublesome; annoying; complicated
to lament; to grieve; to regret; to deplore
biological child; one's own child
carefully; closely; very; extremely; have no choice; cannot be helped
to bear a grudge against; to resent; to blame; to curse; to feel bitter towards
very; extremely; terrible; horrid; remarkable; extraordinary
to give up (all thoughts of); to abandon; to despair of; to make up one's mind; to make a decision; to decide
to hunt (animals); to search (for a criminal); to go looking for (flowers, etc.); to gather (mushrooms)
it seems that ...; it appears that ...; is like ...; is similar to ...
human nature; human heart; public feeling; people's sentiments; consciousness; awareness
decisive; resolute; drastic
fortitude; firmness of character; sturdiness; inner strength; hardihood
hollow; cavity; hole; cave
at the very beginning; first of all; first and foremost; before anything else
to expel (from the body); to let off (a fart); to utter (a lie, nonsense, etc.); to say; to do
accomplice; conspirator; cohort
field; plain; prairie; tundra; moor; wilderness
unnatural or untimely death (esp. in contrast with the karma of the previous life)
to mourn for; to grieve for; to condole with (the bereaved family, etc.); to hold a memorial service for; to hold a funeral service for
karma; result of one's karma; fate; uncontrollable temper
circumference; girth; tour; pilgrimage; circulation (e.g. of blood)
without; unacceptable; not alright; (arch.) nonexistent; (arch.) not being (there)
tea; tea plant (Camellia sinensis); tea preparation; making tea; brown; (arch.) mockery
echo; reverberation; response; reaction; repercussions
reason; grounds; circumstances
settlement (of a matter); sorting out; winding up (affairs); cleaning up afterwards; tidying up (when finished)
in comparison with; when compared with; according to; in light of; in view of
to fill (with); to be filled with; to express (an emotion); to project (sadness, joy, etc.); to wear (e.g. a smile)
awareness; realization; noticing
to perform; to do; to conduct oneself; to carry out