unwillingly; reluctantly; against one's will
luckily; blessedly; fortunately
so; like that; that's right; indeed; let me see...
whole; all; general; gross; entire; overall
though; notwithstanding; although
tearfully; shedding tears
brilliant; radiant; bright; sparkling
unhappiness; sorrow; misfortune; death (usu. of a relative); bereavement
all; entire; whole; altogether
maid; helper; help; assistance
with trouble; at great pains; rare; valuable; kind; generous
end; close; finish; termination
to be anxious or concerned about; to ponder (anxiously); to fear; to investigate; to consider; to plan
one's younger brother; underling (e.g. in yakuza); junior male peer; sworn younger brother
to be absent; to take a day off; to rest; to have a break; to go to bed; to (lie down to) sleep
Japanese bush warbler (Horornis diphone); Japanese nightingale; greenish brown; having a beautiful voice
considerably; fairly; quite
(in Japan) 3rd note of the ancient chromatic scale (approx. E); hyōjō mode (one of the six main gagaku modes)
to speak; to talk; to mediate; to act as a go-between; to put in a good word (for someone)
one end; an end; part; fragment
to raise; to bring to (someone's attention); to appeal to (reason, emotions, etc.); to work on (one's emotions); to complain; to sue (a person)
each (every) time; whenever
execution; enforcing; carrying out; giving alms; giving food to the poor or monks
to confide; to reveal; to disclose; to lay bare; to speak frankly; to open (one's heart)
running away from home; elopement; (arch.) outing; (arch.) going out; (arch.) becoming a Buddhist monk; (arch.) entering the priesthood
sincere; earnest; serious
sincere; earnest; serious
repentance; confession; penitence
place; point; part; counter for places, parts, passages, etc.
counter for occurrences; a time; an instance; inning (baseball); round; episode; chapter
change; alteration; substitute; rate of exchange
here and there; in places
a little; a bit; somewhat; slightly; rather
to be upset; to lose one's composure; to lose self-control; to put in disorder; to mess up; to disturb
to abandon; to give up on; to desert
to recollect; to remember; to reminisce; to imagine; to guess; to infer
story; tale; talk; discussion
one's family temple; temple with one's family grave
Sagami (former province located in present-day Kanagawa Prefecture)