to watch steadily; to stare
(not) well; (not) properly; (not) enough; (not) sufficiently; (not) satisfactorily; (not) decently
to do as one wishes; to suit one's convenience; to happen as one expects
to lay (something) face down; to place upside down; to point downwards (one's eyes, head, etc.); to cast down (one's eyes); to lay (oneself) face down; to lie face down; to conceal
to do without being seen (by); to do behind (someone's) back; to do without the knowledge of (e.g. one's parents)
to be wet (with tears); to be moist; to get dim; to become blurred; to become tear-choked
to serve (in a bowl, on a plate, etc.); to dish out; to pile up; to heap up; to administer (medicine, poison); to dose out; to put into (e.g. information in a report, meaning in a statement)
origin; source; basis; base; cause; (raw) material; ingredient
to become haggard; to become gaunt; to become emaciated; to become worn out (from illness, worry, etc.)
to spill over and fall; to scatter (petals, leaves, etc.)
one night; one evening; all night; overnight
pout; displeasure; ill humor; ill humour; sullenness
to be tear-stained; to have one's face covered with tears
weapon; arms; ordnance; weapon (something used to gain an advantage); asset
training; drill; practice; discipline
disturbance; riot; mayhem
to launch oneself upon; to make one's debut
only; merely; but; no more than
to gain fame; to make one's name
simple; plain; uncomplicated; straightforward; simple-minded; naive
at the time; in those days; then
disappointment; despair; despondency; broken heart; adversity
to harbor suspicion; to harbour suspicion
anyone; anybody; everyone; everybody; whoever
to overcome (a difficulty)
to accomplish; to achieve; to complete; to carry out; to carry through
100,000,000,000; hundred billion; many
to become blunt; to grow dull; to become less capable; to weaken; to falter
to shorten; to reduce; to crumple (fabric); to wrinkle; to make (one's body) smaller; to draw in (one's legs)
likely to do; liable to do; (quite) capable of doing; may (well) do; might do; could do
to fall to one's knees; to go down on one's knees (e.g. to express respect)
counter for thin, flat objects (e.g. sheets of paper, plates, coins); counter for portions of gyōza or soba; counter for ranks; counter for wrestlers of a particular rank; counter for fields or rice paddies; counter for palanquin bearers
peach grove; peach garden; peach orchard
late spring; third month of the lunar calendar
to act young; to look young
trouble; troubles; worry; distress; sorrows; anguish
nth year in the Heisei era (1989.1.8-2019.4.30)
order (from one's superior); command; what you say; (someone's) words
slaughter (of animals for meat); butchery