to be absorbed in; to lose oneself to; to disguise oneself as; to adorn oneself
as is habit; the way life normally is
dangerous; unsettled; troubled; disturbed; insecure
natural; reasonable; understandable
recollecting; reminiscing; looking back; retrospection; review
to yearn for; to long for; to pine for; to love ardently; to be madly in love with
pure gold; capital stock; liquid gold (used for applying gold to ceramics, etc.)
first Sanskrit alphabet letter; Africa; Awa (old province of Japan); (arch.) prefixed to names to show intimacy
love; attachment; tender emotions; falling in love
1000 pounds; 1000 kan; 1000 yen; 1000 pieces of gold; great weight; pricelessness
to go mad; to lose one's mind; to get out of order; to go amiss; to go wrong (of a plan or expectation, etc.); to fall through
worldly desires; evil passions; appetites of the flesh; klesha (polluting thoughts such as greed, hatred and delusion, which result in suffering)
to one's regret; regrettably; unfortunately; what can be done about ...; ... cannot be helped
state; condition; situation; appearance; circumstances
hem; (trouser) cuff; bottom part; bottom edge; foot (of a mountain); tips (of hair)
to open (e.g. doors); to open (e.g. business, etc.); to be empty; to be vacant; to be available; to be open (e.g. neckline, etc.); to have been opened (of one's eyes, mouth, etc.)
to lay out (a futon); to make (bed); to spread out; to postpone; to extend
to slip into; to crawl into (under); to conceal oneself (under); to sneak into; to infiltrate
bedside; near one's pillow
or something; for instance ... (though there are other suitable options); ... or ...; as soon as; right after; while still
party; group; troop; one act; one action; one deed
does not seem; unlikely; improbable
dictionary of Chinese characters; kanji dictionary
(sound of) wind blowing through pine trees; (sound of) steam whistling in a kettle (at a tea ceremony); matsukaze; sugar-glazed cookie sprinkled with sesame or poppy seeds
to go to bed; to go to sleep; to fall asleep; to be laid up (with a cold); to be ill in bed
to; for; from the standpoint of; as far as ... is concerned
machine; mechanism; instrument; appliance; apparatus
thin dōjinshi, usually featuring adult content
(social) position; status; standing; position (in a company, organization, etc.); post; rank
between the pages of a book; between two books
to get between; to be caught in
praiseworthy; commendable; laudable; strange (person); weird; odd
suckling child; babe in arms; child at the breast; baby; infant
to throw out; to drop; to toss; to abandon; to neglect; to dismiss
bad form or manners; indecency; impropriety
northern direction; north; (legal) wife (of a nobleman); lady
indolence; laziness; sloth
to open (e.g. doors); to open (e.g. business, etc.); to be empty; to be vacant; to be available; to be open (e.g. neckline, etc.); to have been opened (of one's eyes, mouth, etc.)