death; decease; (arch.) death penalty (by strangulation or decapitation); (an) out
near oneself; close to one; familiar
emotion; feeling; feelings; sentiment
absurd; unreasonable; extreme; senseless; disorderly; chaotic
fear; dread; dismay; terror; horror; scare
in; on; at (place); as for; regarding
doesn't amount to doing (something); not significant enough to require (something); unnecessary
to wither (of a plant); to be blasted; to die; to mature (of one's personality, abilities, etc.)
to be too late; to be too slow
crisis awareness; sense of impending crisis
being reluctant to give out (pay, provide, etc.); giving out grudgingly
small fish; small fry; (a) nobody; small fry; unimportant person
self-healing; spontaneous recovery
to set aside; to keep in reserve; to hold on to
to mourn; to lament; to be sorry; to regret; to repent
for the present; for the time being; for a while (from now); for some time (to come)
position; location; base; point; site
to wager; to bet; to risk; to stake; to gamble
either way; in any case; one way or another
to live through hell; to go to hell and back; to suffer dire straits
(balance) scales; shoulder carrying pole; steelyard
to rewind; to rally; to recover; to come back
to turn; to rotate; to pass around; to send around; to move (someone or something to where its needed); to send; to turn (to a new use)
hard to say; inexpressible; hesitant to say; embarrassing; delicate
with a feeling of relief; with a sigh of relief; deeply (sigh)
from the bottom of one's heart; heartily; sincerely
relief; reassurance; recognition of right to land ownership (by the shogunate, a feudal lord, etc.); (arch.) living safely surrounded by walls
discouragement; despondency; dejection; disappointment
second day of the month; two days
to spend; to expend; to waste; to squander; to devote
difficult voyage; hard flight; rough going; rough passage; running into trouble
to wear away; to rub down; to abrade
between times; when there's a spare moment
consideration; concern; attention; thoughtfulness; making arrangements; care
degree of dependence; dependency rate; reliance
protracted war; war of attrition
control; management (e.g. of a business)
to speed; to tear away; to skip over (e.g. pages)
to re-think; to think back upon; to change one's mind