soliloquy; monologue; speaking to oneself
cannot (due to external circumstances); cannot afford to; must not; impossible to; no way one can (do)
putting one's life on the line; giving everything one has got; acting out of desperation
to carry out (of somewhere); to transport; to take out
tuna (Thunnus spp.; esp. the Pacific bluefin); dead fish (person who is unresponsive or passive during sex); starfish; body of a person struck by a train; person unconscious due to alcohol
to be squashed by; to be pinned under
to sprinkle water on (something); to spray water on; to splash water on; to hinder; to hamper; to stifle
rogue; thug; hoodlum; punk; racketeer
smelling of mold; musty; putrid; old-fashioned; stale; hackneyed
fee-charging; paid; not free; toll road
skeptical; sceptical; incredulous
puppet operator; puppet manipulator; puppeteer
heretical religion; damaging religion; heresy
suspicious; dubious; unreliable; indecent; unseemly
one after another; one after the other; in rotation; exchanging one after the other; changing repeatedly
(religious) faith; belief; creed
to cover up; to hush up; to shroud in darkness; to have a secret abortion
to stub out (e.g. a cigarette); to crush out; to smother (fire); to hush up; to cover up; to stifle
way to die; means of dying; quality of one's death
laborious; arduous; strenuous; painstaking; trying; taxing
unfit; unsuitable; unmarketable
preparedness; readiness; mental attitude; frame of mind
carefully made; carefully produced; quality product; product made with care
seeing (with the naked eye); observation; visual inspection
to scale (mountain, flight of stairs, etc.)
guidance; showing the way; guide; guidepost; signpost; waymark
in every nook and corner; from A to Z; from head to toe; from cover to cover
disapproval; reluctance; unwillingness
to cross (e.g. road); to traverse
to find fault with; to question
sweet (taste); luscious; sweet (melody, dream, etc.); delightful; pleasant
fanatic; fanatic believer; zealot
My goodness (expresses surprise, wonder, etc.); very; extremely
high (spirits); euphoric; intoxicated; high
yearned for; longed for; missed
paranoid; obsessive; fixated; monomaniacal
hiding; concealing; being hidden; pocket
exchange of ideas; exchange of opinions; brainstorming
to jar; to creak; to grate
to arrange (flowers); to plant