to lose hope; to be plunged into darkness
to wet one's pants; to wet oneself
to hold one's life dear; to be reluctant to die
long ago; a long time ago; already
life; living; I; me; student
stomach; breadbasket; inner man; dietary needs
value to society; raison d'être; existence value
proposition; thesis; notion; problem; issue; challenge
to narrowly escape (e.g. death); to hang onto (life); (arch.) to ascertain; (arch.) to make definite
work; business; company; study
self-torturing; masochistic
to be certain of; to have faith in; to believe completely; to trust (someone completely)
circumference; outskirts; environs; (computer) peripheral
for dear life; barely escaping alive
to make good one's escape; to escape to a safe place; to make one's getaway; to effect one's escape
learning by watching others; learning by imitation
round and cute (esp. of eyes)
creak; squeak; creaking sound
urine; piss; pee; breaking a contract
texture; grain; one's skin (lacking makeup, etc.); natural skin; surface of the earth; bare ground
dying in vain; wasteful sacrifice of life
(not) even once; (not) ever
pity; sorrow; pitiable; pitiful; alack; alas
moderate (degree); proper (amount); temperate; suitable
layman; believer; adherent; follower; laity
to be violated; to be corrupted; to be polluted; to be stained
gradually; slowly but steadily
feeling heavy in the head; heavy-headed; sick with worry
no matter how much time passes
to suit one's skin (of cosmetics); to agree with one's skin; to be compatible; to get along well; to be to one's liking
pillow; bolster; introduction (e.g. to a rakugo story); lead-in
to put to sleep; to lay (something) on its side
staying the night; lodging (at)
inside and outside; interior and exterior; inside and outside the country; home and abroad; around; about
rising (from one's bed); getting up; getting out of bed
fiction; fabrication; concoction; fictitious; fictional; imaginary
manly; masculine; like a man
to frolic about; to mess around
sympathy; consideration; (arch.) service; (arch.) labor; (arch.) illness; (arch.) disease