pain; anguish; suffering; duhkha (suffering)
burden; load; responsibility; bearing (a cost, responsibility, etc.); shouldering
true feelings; real intention; one's heart; one's right mind; one's senses; one's conscience
method of bringing up; method of raising
loss of strength; exhaustion; weakness
good young man; agreeable youth
bad (taste); unpalatable; poor; unskillful; ugly; unattractive
married woman; another's wife
garden (esp. man-made); orchard; park; place; location
several years; a few years
present; gift; to give a present or gift
established practice; custom
education; schooling; training; culture; cultivation; education
(one) could even say that
between-season wear; spring and autumn clothing; together; condition; situation; -ish
to become angry or sullen; to take offense; to be miffed; to come unstuck from; to peel off; to come off
reserved; introverted; reticent; shy; withdrawn
mentally strong; strong-willed
active duty; active service; student taking (university) entrance exams while still enrolled in school; student who passed their university entrance exams on the first try
health; healthy; sound; fit
there is no need to ...; never happens; there is never a time when
to catch up (with); to draw level; to pull even; to be compensated; to make up for one's losses
to hold fast; to protect to the end
after a long time; for the first time in a while
one's youth; early life; one's early days; one's early years
being excluded; being ignored; being kept in the dark (about); being kept out of the loop; (lit.) outside the mosquito net
persistence; single-mindedness
reluctantly; grudgingly; unwillingly
to disappear; to vanish; (arch.) to die
to leave the nest; to go out into the world; to become independent (of one's parents); to graduate (and become a member of society)
to accomplish; to achieve; to carry out; to arrive at (a certain outcome); to come to; to end with
effect; result; worth; Kai (former province located in present-day Yamanashi Prefecture)
odious; hateful; awful; horrid; revolting
wind; breeze; manner; behaviour; cold; influenza
while; during (the time when)
straight; as the crow flies