return; reversion; comeback; carriage return
steering; piloting; flying; management (of people); handling; manipulation
frequent; continual; constant; great; intense; strong
to get tired of seeing; to get tired of looking at
there's no (other) way; cannot be helped; unavoidable; it's no use (doing); pointless; hopeless (person)
one's station in life; one's personal history; one's circumstances; one's lot; one's destiny; one's future
both; both sides; both parties
lying low (and awaiting one's chance); biding one's time; submitting at first (to then strike later)
to store; to save up; to accumulate (e.g. knowledge); to build up (e.g. experience); to grow (a beard, moustache, etc.); to wear
with a feeling of relief; with a sigh of relief; deeply (sigh)
moderate faction; moderates
clearly (understand, see, hear, etc.); distinctly; perfectly; as if it were right in front of one
kind-hearted; compassionate; charitable
emission; emanation; letting out (feelings); venting; divergence (of light); divergence
two incompatible things (or people); (going together like) oil and water
like cats and dogs; (on) very bad terms; (lit.) relationship of dogs and monkeys
to wail; to bawl; to cry loudly; to shout (while crying)
to rage; to fly into a rage; to become furious
to stamp one's feet (in frustration, impatience, etc.)
temporary; transitory; short-lived
refreshingly; with a feeling of relief; shapely; neatly; cleanly; without trouble; clearly
luxury; extravagance; to live in luxury; to indulge oneself; lavish (use of something); abundant
lesson; discipline; example (e.g. set a bad example); revelation
mere consolation; temporary peace of mind
to becalm one's feelings; to compose oneself
faint; indistinct; dim; vague; subtle; delicate
to appear uncomfortable (with); to seem to hate; to express dislike
holiday; day off; sleep; rest; good night
to remember; to recall; to call to mind; to imagine; to picture in one's mind; to visualize
outsider; one not included in the favored group; outside daimyo; non-Tokugawa daimyo
idle talk; chit-chat; gossip
earnest; sincere; pressing; urgent; pertinent; appropriate
to squeeze out; to wring out
involuntarily; reluctantly; against one's inclination; against one's will; as a matter of unpleasant necessity; despite oneself
to creep about; to crawl around
dishonor during one's life; shame experienced during one's life
indescribable; inexpressible; unspeakable
do-or-die resistance; resistance to the bitter end
remnant; fragment; fraction; odd sum; halfway; half-hearted
to play with; to joke; to use (esp. trick, sophistry, etc.); to deride; to scoff at; to make fun of
sweetly smiling; like the smiling of a beauty; gracious