memorial service for the dead; holding a service
avarice; greed; covetousness; raga (desire)
heartrending; desperate; hopeless; full of grief
to be unable to bear (something) any longer; to be unable to put up with (something) any longer
to cry; to weep; to sob; to howl
preface; introduction; preamble
to feel; to sense; to experience
base (of a plant, tree, pillar, etc.); (part near the) root; roots (of one's hair); root (e.g. of a problem); source
to squash; to crush; to flatten
warm; mild; warm (of a colour); mellow; having enough money
to crowd out; to push out; to start together; to set out en masse; to highlight; to draw attention to
foreign substance; foreign body; strange object; unusual object; (arch.) dead body; (arch.) corpse
recognition; awareness; perception; understanding; knowledge; cognition
responsibility; liability; blame; torture; torment; persecution
tear; tears; lachrymal secretion; sympathy
feeling of happiness; sense of well-being; euphoria
slowly; tardily; complaining; grumbling; unsettled (e.g. weather); loose
to meet; to encounter; to see; to have an accident; to have a bad experience
cunning deed; sly trick; foul play; cunning person; sly fellow; cheat
reversal; return; return gift; return favour (favor); barb (on a fishing hook); mixture of soy sauce, sugar and mirin
to scrape out; to rake out (e.g. ashes); to bail out (e.g. water)
to tighten; to press hard
and yet; though; when; in spite of
nervousness; oversensitivity
peduncle; pedicle; pedicel; dick; cock
interior closed room with heavily plastered walls in a Heian palace
to twine around; to twist around; to coil around; to pester; to hassle
to raise; to lift; to boost; to enhance
process; procedure; sequence; protocol; instruction
to thrust into; to shove into; to push into; to drive into
crucible; melting pot; melting pot (of cultures, ideas, etc.); state of ecstasy; state of fevered excitement
to repeat; to do something over again
pussy; vulva; vagina; to have sex; to fuck; to screw
all; entire; whole; altogether
devising (a way); contriving; device; design; dedication to spiritual improvement (esp. through Zen meditation)
standoffishly; primly; pungently (of a smell); acridly; long and pointed (e.g. of a nose); popping (of ears)
os uteri; cervical os; orifice of the uterus
seventh principle of the Eight Principles of Yong; stroke that falls leftwards with slight curve
whole; entirety; whatever (is the matter)
withering; shrivelling; shrinking; atrophy; contraction