disposal; throwing away; dealing with (a problem); measure; punishment; penalty
survival; survivor; relic
freak (dancing, film, speed, etc.); enthusiast; deformed person, animal. etc.; freak; monster
self-deprecation; self-derision; self-mockery; laughing at oneself
to exude (e.g. sweat); to ooze; to seep out; to reveal itself (of emotions, etc.)
to form; to shape; to make; to mold; to mould; to build up
laboratory; seminar room; professor's office
yourself; himself; herself
obsession; compulsive idea
growth; development; one's early life; upbringing; personal history
former; ex-; earlier times; the past; formerly; previously
hello; good day; good afternoon
hello; good day; good afternoon
to fling off; to throw off; to cast aside; to abandon; to throw to the winds
innocent; cherubic; childlike
heartwarming; pleasant; charming; amusing
cat (esp. the domestic cat, Felis catus); feline; shamisen; geisha; wheelbarrow; clay bed-warmer; bottom (submissive partner of a homosexual relationship)
to conceal one's true nature or feelings; to feign friendliness; to play the hypocrite
to put up (a notice, sign, etc.); to hang out (e.g. a banner); to hold up high; to raise overhead; to tout (a principle, plan, etc.); to herald; to publish
private property; personal belongings; personal effects
to fit into (a box, frame, category, etc.); to be contained within; to settle down (into); to be installed (in one's rightful place); to settle into (one's position); to take up (a post)
miserable; wretched; lonely; dreary; shabby; comfortless
marked; pronounced; showing a strong tendency (towards)
to hold in one's arms; to carry in one's arms; to have (problems, debts, etc.); to take on (a responsibility); to employ; to have (on one's staff)
to say things to ease one's mind
bottomless; endlessly deep; infinite
self-hatred; self-abhorrence; self-loathing
to carry off; to run away with; to sweep away; to take entirely for oneself; to monopolize
official; formal; formula (e.g. mathematical); official (social media) account (of a company, organization, etc.)
to kidnap; to abduct; to drag (someone to an event or place); to force (someone) to go (to)
present condition; existing state; status quo; current state
to fire from a job; to dismiss; to discharge; to behead
there's no knowing; there's no telling; it's anyone's guess; who knows?
taste; elegance; appearance; air; the likes of ...; lowly people such as ...
standing on tiptoe and stretching one's back to make oneself taller; stretching oneself; overreaching oneself; overstretching oneself; trying to do something beyond one's ability
... all over again (repeating the same failure)
self-interest; selfish desire; greed
to swear; to vow; to take an oath; to pledge
to be sacked; to be fired; to be dismissed; to be beheaded