bitter smile;  wry smile;  strained laugh;  sarcastic laugh
 imagination;  supposition;  guess
 simply (cannot);  definitely (cannot);  absolutely (cannot);  by no means
 (outward) looks;  features;  face;  countenance;  expression
 in person;  personally;  directly
 to desire;  to wish for;  to expect;  to see;  to command (a view of)
 the way there;  outbound leg;  bound for ...;  outbound ticket
 attachment;  adhesion;  tenacity;  fixation;  obsession
 regarding as a sure thing;  seeing as a certainty
 head;  chief;  merit;  strong point;  superiority;  major
 confidence;  trust;  faith;  credit (finance)
 to come to one's senses;  to calm down
 to shiver;  to shake;  to quake;  to tremble;  to quaver;  to quiver
 if you think about it;  come to think of it
 (poor) treatment;  (bad) behavior;  behaviour;  action;  act
 trauma (usu. psychological)
 to make a slip of the tongue;  to let something slip
 by your leave;  with your permission
 given that ... it is only natural that ...;  ... being the case, it is unavoidable that ...;  (precisely) because ...;  contrary to expectations ...
 war;  battle;  match;  game;  competition
 to summon;  to get used to call
 to rely on;  to depend on;  to count on;  to turn to (for help)
 inarticulate;  clumsy with words;  poor at speaking
 expressing emotion;  drawing facial expressions
 poor (at);  weak (in);  not very good (at);  not one's cup of tea;  not one's favorite
 girl;  daughter;  baby girl;  young woman
 to leave word with (a person);  to state in one's will;  to leave (something) unsaid;  to forget to mention
 one's physical safety;  personal security
 to turn round;  to face about;  to turn about
 fantastic;  magical;  wondrous;  whimsical;  fairytale-like;  romantic
 people;  citizens;  subjects;  folk
 genuine article;  real thing;  real deal
 to obey respectfully;  to humble oneself;  to sit straight (upright, respectfully, attentively)
 please;  somehow or other;  one way or another
 exclusive;  attached to;  specialist
 to defend oneself;  to protect oneself
 plot;  intrigue;  scheme;  conspiracy;  agreement between two or more people to commit an unlawful act
 vortex;  maelstrom;  whirlpool;  (in the middle of a) scandal;  controversy;  quarrel