to be choked up; to be crushed (emotionally); to be overcome (with emotion); to be shocked; to be horrified
to leave word with (a person); to state in one's will; to leave (something) unsaid; to forget to mention
limply; wearily; listlessly; languidly; exhaustedly; unenergetically
but; however; even though; even if
grain; bead; drop; counter for small round objects including grains, seeds, pills, drops
deep pool; deep water; abyss; depths (e.g. of despair); grip (e.g. of death)
pessimism; (taking a) gloomy view; discouragement; despondency; despair; disappointment
to pity; to sympathize with; to tend to (e.g. an injury); to care for; to appreciate; to recognize (someone's efforts)
to wipe off; to wipe out; to expunge
cleavage (between breasts)
looking good; sounding good; (of) good appearance
uncleanness; impurity; disgrace; shame; uncleanliness from contact with death, pregnancy, menstruation, etc.
nape of the neck; back of the neck; scruff of the neck
to insert; to put in; to come in (of light); to shine in; to have a griping pain (in the stomach, chest, etc.)
flicker (light); waver; trickle (water); glance at
to insert; to put in; to send in (to a prisoner; e.g. clothes, books); to deliver (food, refreshments, etc. to workers); to supply
in proportion to; according to; depending on
exchange; interchange; switching; reciprocity; barter; substitution
reddish tinge; tinge of red; slight redness; reddishness; blush
dregs; lees; grounds; pent-up feelings
to wash away; to rinse off
thickly; viscously; stickily; sleepily; drowsily; dozing off
memories; recollections; reminiscence
to grope; to feel around (in one's pocket, bag, etc.)
prioritized; focused; concentrated; predominant
begging; pestering; pleading; coaxing
pussy; cunt; vulva; lewd mouth
shivering (with cold); trembling (with fear); shuddering
to hurt; to injure; to harm; to damage; to worry; to bother
whenever you want; any time you like
with a start; with a jump
to come to mind; to pop into one's head
to yearn for; to pine for
alright to do; can do; do not mind doing; gladly do; might as well do
groin; thigh; crotch; fork (in a tree, road, river, etc.); tines (of a fork)
sad fate; tragic doom; ill fate
steadily; unflaggingly; untiringly; knocking; tapping; clicking
to think of; to come up with
every conceivable; every single; every possible; all kinds of
like that; that way; thus
to pull out; to draw out; to pick out; to take (a sample); to steal (the contents of something); to pilfer
only because ...; definitely not; certainly not; if actually
unmistakable; unquestionable; certain; evident