yearned for; longed for; missed
to give (someone) a treat; to be extravagant; to live luxuriously; to be proud; to be haughty
tidying up; clearing up; cleaning up; clearing away; putting in order
black; black go stone; guilt; guilty person
scorch; burn; burnt rice; part of ceramic glaze that has become dark or darkish-brown during firing
to obey respectfully; to humble oneself; to sit straight (upright, respectfully, attentively)
ghastly; gruesome; appalling; lurid
abdomen; belly; womb; one's mind; one's real intentions; courage; nerve
to take a breath; to take a short rest
to shake (from fear, cold, excitement, etc.); to shudder; to tremble
to obey (an order, law, etc.); to abide by (a rule, custom, etc.); to follow (a person); to accompany; to go alongside (e.g. a river); to follow (e.g. a sign)
sharp, loud rebuke; bark; roar; rebuke used in Zen to achieve enlightenment
even so; all the same; nevertheless; yes, but ...
to collect (e.g. one's thoughts); to get in order
stoic; stoical; self-disciplined; abstemious; Stoic (philosopher)
it does not mean that ...; I don't mean that ...; it is not the case that...
no matter for; without regard to; whatever the ...
anyhow; anyway; somehow or other; generally speaking; in any case
great admiration; deep respect
to be fascinated (by); to be captivated by; to be enchanted by; to gaze admiringly at; to watch in fascination
holding a castle (during a siege); holing up; confinement (to one's home); staying at home; staying indoors
to raise one's hand; to surrender; to raise one's hand to someone (as a threat to strike); to become better (at something); to improve; to throw one's hat in the ring
simultaneous; concurrent; same time; synchronous; together
comfortable; easy; calm; loose; spacious
to relax; to feel at home
waking up; awakening; arousal; disillusion; disillusionment; awakening
forcefulness of speech; influential voice
older brother; elder brother
judgement; judgment; refereeing; umpiring; referee; umpire
to make (the best) use of; to put to good use; to let live; to keep alive; to revive; to resuscitate
guidance; leading; induction; introduction; incitement; inducement
100,000,000; one hundred million
March; third month of the lunar calendar