to harden one's heart; to steel oneself
to have tears in one's eyes; to be close to crying
burden; load; responsibility; bearing (a cost, responsibility, etc.); shouldering
to fit into (a box, frame, category, etc.); to be contained within; to settle down (into); to be installed (in one's rightful place); to settle into (one's position); to take up (a post); to be delivered
age 16 (of a girl); pubescence; age 64 (of a man); breaking of the hymen (during sex); female defloration
pitiful; pathetic; painful (to look at)
somewhat; to some extent; to some degree; some; part; portion
smooth (i.e. without problems)
with a twitch; with a jerk; with a flutter; with a dip; with a bob
to attack; to assault; to challenge; to take on; to be bold; to be audacious
ecstasy; rapture; trance; senility
contraceptive device; birth-control device
pressure; clamping; tightening; fastening
to rub; to scrub; to repeatedly reuse (a joke, a topic of conversation, etc.); to milk; to mash (a button); to spam (a move)
convulsion; cramp; spasm; tic; twitch; fit
(something) has never occurred; to have never done (something); such a thing has not happened; never happens; there is never a time when
to pound (e.g. heart); to pulse (e.g. vein); to pulsate
even if; no matter (what); if; though; although; supposing
pseudo; quasi; artificial; simulated
lovely; dear; beloved; pitiable; pitiful
muscle; tendon; vein; artery; fiber; fibre; line
considerably; not a little; in no small numbers
sense of guilty pleasure; feeling of naughtiness
foreign substance; foreign body; strange object; unusual object; (arch.) dead body; (arch.) corpse
losing one's virginity; first-time sex
with a pitter-patter; choked up (with emotion); heart-wringing; momentary tightening of one's chest caused by powerful feelings (e.g. parting with a loved one)
to be filled to bursting; to burst
together (of two people); both (of you, them, etc.)
to hang; to droop; to give (e.g. lesson, instruction, scolding) (to someone of lower status); to confer; to drip; to ooze; to leave behind (at death)
(school) grade; year; class; grade; kyu (junior rank in martial arts, go, shogi, etc.)
straight ball (pitch); direct (e.g. question); blunt
heart-wrenchingly; with a thrill in one's heart
painful; heartrending; trying; oppressive; suffocating; miserable
romantic; spicy; coquettish
a matter of course; what is to be expected; par for the course
to bend; to warp; to curve
to fall forward (of a person); to tumble forward
rough; wild; violent; immoderate; extravagant; reckless