to swallow one's tears; to choke back one's tears; to hold back one's disappointment; to suppress one's mortification
tide; current; sea water; opportunity; chance
negative emotions; negative feelings
lingering attachment; lingering affection; regret; reluctance; ruefulness
inheritance; something given or received
venting one's anger (on someone or something); taking out one's anger on
to hit (e.g. one's head); to strike; to throw (at); to fling (at); to vent (e.g. one's anger); to express (one's feelings)
cause; seed; variety; kind; counter for varieties
to be embarrassed for a reply; to be at a loss for a reply
to cross over (e.g. mountain); to go across; to get over (e.g. hardship); to pass time (e.g. a winter); to surpass; to be better than; to move house
(doing) various things; (doing) this and that; being apt to; being prone to; at any rate; anyhow
to go against; to fight against; to oppose; to resist; to deny
desire; want; will; wish; urge; craving
to forget completely; to leave behind
left; left-hand side; left hand; the left (wing); leftist; fondness for alcohol
uninhabited area; acting inhumanly; inhuman person; nonhuman life (usu. sentient)
glass sphere; glass bead; glass marble
to slacken; to loosen; to relax; to slack off (e.g. one's work, attention); to not put one's heart in
outbreak of war; starting a war
to be taken aback; to be astonished; to be dumbfounded
following; pursuing; tracking; shadowing; tailing; chasing
to jump back; to leap back; to jump aside; to jump out of the way
(not) so; (not) particularly; (not) very; (not) that much
incessant; constant; continuous; perpetual; everlasting
to work hard; to sweat; to wash off one's sweat
to be perturbed; to be agitated
feminine handwriting; woman's hand
wisdom; wit; sagacity; prajna (insight leading to enlightenment)
free; unrestricted; (with) complete mastery; completely in control
like this; in this way; as you see
an inch ahead; the immediate future
skill; expertise; experience; proficiency; mastery; dexterity
frightening (of the future); worrying; scary; ominous; portentous
to ward off; to brush away; to fling off; to drive away
hunting (of animals such as boar, deer, etc.)
arms; weapons (of war); armor; armour
ignition; lighting; firing; setting off
first attack; first strike; first blow
to go past; to pass; to pass by
to slam into; to crash into; to run into; to face (trouble, difficulties, etc.); to confront
to shave off; to scrape off
chase; pursuit; tracking; following up; tracing