prison diary; diary written in prison
prison; jail; gaol; penitentiary
indecent talk; obscene talk; lewd conversation; dirty story; smut
to lose one's senses (over); to be out of one's mind (over); to be completely captivated (by); to be smitten; to be engrossed (in)
pornographic photo book; erotic photo book; pornographic comic book; hentai comic book
to indulge in; to give oneself up to; to be obsessed by; to be engrossed in; to be lost in; to be absorbed in
colouring; coloring; sex appeal (esp. of women); sexiness; interest in the opposite sex; sexual feelings; charm
to wither (of flowers, dreams, etc.); to wilt; to droop; to shrivel; to fade (away); to sag
food; foodstuff; prey; victim
notice; notification; announcement; disclosure; declaration
long ago; previous; of a former age
to lie; to pretend; to feign; to deceive; to trick
impossible; incapable (of doing); incompetence; inability; impotence; having no solution (of an equation)
having done that; if that is done; if it is done in that way
gradually; by degrees; little by little; steps; stairs; staircase
suspicion will raise bogies; once you suspect something, everything else will look suspicious; jumping at shadows
to be caught; to be captured; to be taken prisoner; to be seized with (fear, etc.); to be a slave to; to stick to
to come out; to appear; to turn up; to go out for a while
dissatisfaction; discontent; displeasure; complaint; unhappiness
time (three times, each time, etc.); times
since when; from when; how long
to eat; to live on (e.g. a salary); to live off; to subsist on
approximately; about; only; nothing but; just (finished, etc.)
to become emaciated; to waste away; to grow thin and worn out
to grumble; to gripe; to complain
willpower; energy; vitality
to be lost (e.g. luggage); to be missing; to be used up; to be run out; to disappear (e.g. pain); to be lost (e.g. a dream, confidence)
miserable; pitiable; shameful; deplorable; pathetic
to eat; to live; to make a living; to bite; to sting (as insects do); to tease; to torment
ultimate; final; last; eventual
sex; sexual intercourse; (one's) sex; gender
to writhe (in pain); to be in agony; to be anguished; to be agonized; to be troubled
preference; priority; precedence; right of way
having no choice but to ...; all one can do is ...; there's nothing to do except ...; having nothing but ...; there is only ...; having only ...
it's OK to ...; it's best to ...; it's alright to ...
hard to say; inexpressible; hesitant to say; embarrassing; delicate
to deceive (with words); to cajole; to talk into; to explain away (e.g. unpleasant evidence); to argue away; to wheedle
to withdraw; to leave; to retire; to back down; to give up
it does not mean that ...; I don't mean that ...; it is not the case that ...
to concern; to be related
to read a large number (of); to read widely; to read everything that one can lay one's hands on (usu. of specific type, genre)
life; living; I; me; student
rate; ratio; proportion; percentage
existence; being; life; survival