to push away; to thrust aside; to detach oneself from; to keep away from; to act coldly; to do without emotion
house (e.g. of Tokugawa); family
unpleasant; disgusting; loathsome; shameful; scandalous
to run to; to come running; to rush (someplace); to hasten
short sword; dagger; stiletto; hour hand (of a clock)
to go mad; to lose one's mind; to get out of order; to go amiss; to go wrong (of a plan or expectation, etc.); to fall through
ogre; demon; spirit of a deceased person; ogre-like person (i.e. fierce, relentless, merciless, etc.); it (in a game of tag, hide-and-seek, etc.); Chinese "ghost" constellation (one of the 28 mansions); very
to shout; to cry; to scream; to clamor (for or against); to clamour (for or against)
occasionally; once in a while; seldom; casually; unexpectedly; accidentally
tasks; things to do; errand; business (to take care of); affairs; engagement
near; neighbourhood; nearly (e.g. "it took nearly one year"); close to; shortly; soon
fighting in numerous battles
to see; to witness; to observe; to catch sight of; to get a glimpse of; to encounter
sympathy; compassion; pity
secret; private; surreptitious
to order; to command; to appoint
wholeheartedly; with heart and soul; intently; with undivided attention; with intense concentration; single-mindedly
absorption; suction; attraction
to end one's life; to commit suicide; to end a life; to kill
to entrust; to leave to a person
every day; daily; day after day; days (e.g. good old days)
twelve; 12; queen (playing card)
dead person; deceased person
improvement of labor conditions (labour)
needy circumstances; living in poverty
year; age; years; past one's prime; old age
abuse; ill-treatment; maltreatment; mistreatment; cruelty
worldly wisdom; secret of success in life
to coo at; to behave like a spoiled child; to snort; to sniff
to squeeze out; to wring out
to resonate emotionally (with one); to strike home (words, etc.); (lit.) to stab in the chest
egregious; outrageous; too much; over the top
to lose (through death) (e.g. wife, child)
I'm sorry; my apologies; excuse me; pardon me
sorting; arrangement; liquidation; settlement; retrenchment; curtailment
whereabouts; place; location; place where one belongs; where one fits in; place where one can be oneself
to one's heart's content; as much as one wants
someone who is in their element; (lit.) fish that has found water