to lean on; to recline on; to rely on; to depend on
pulpy; soppy; sloppy; untidy; in a disarray
to trample underfoot; to tread on; to crush with a foot
to kick away; to kick off; to kick hard; to refuse curtly; to reject outright
to trample; to crush underfoot
to spur on; to urge forward; to impel; to drive at high speed (e.g. a car)
exclamation of surprised disappointment, disgust, or worry (yuck, ick, ack, eeew, crap!, blech, gross)
at last; finally; barely; narrowly; just
inner psychological world; mental world; spiritual world
fate; destiny (esp. as a mysterious force that binds two people together); relationship (e.g. between two people); bond; family ties; affinity; opportunity
to rub; to pat; to stroke; to massage
in confusion; in a fluster; in bewilderment; sobbing; tearfully; trembling (voice)
to vomit; to throw up; to feel nauseated; to feel sick
to wake (someone) up (by calling for them); to awaken; to call (to mind); to bring back (memories); to evoke
tranquilizer; tranquiliser
work; labor; achievement; performance; salary; income
deep blue; bright blue; ghastly pale; pallid; white as a sheet
relatively; comparatively
troublesome; bothersome; tiresome; annoying
pathological; morbid; unhealthy; diseased; unwholesome; abnormal
physiological; physical; visceral; instinctive; in one's guts
symptoms; condition (of a patient)
post-traumatic stress disorder; PTSD
mental disorder; mental disease
dignity; majesty; sanctity
outbreak of an illness; onset of an illness; appearance of symptoms
trauma (usu. psychological)
poor physical health; bad shape
faint; trance; swoon; stupefaction
from the bottom of one's heart; heartily; sincerely
to rinse; to wash out; to have one's revenge; to wipe out a disgrace
to drink; to gulp; to smoke (tobacco); to engulf; to overwhelm; to keep down; to suppress
to conceive; to become pregnant; to get filled with (e.g. sails filled with wind); to be swollen with; to contain (a contradiction, danger, etc.); to carry (a problem, consequences, etc.)
to open the lid; to lift a lid; to open the lid (on); to make public; to start (something); to look at the results (consequences, outcome, effect)
calculating; mercenary; selfish; self-interested
to express (in words); to confess
sentimental; on an emotional level; in one's heart
to fix upon (one-sidedly); to (ignore somebody's position and) arbitrarily decide something is the case; to scold; to take (a person) to task
to scheme; to plan; to play a trick; to invent; to conspire; to frame up
perfidiousness; faithlessness; inconstancy; insincerity; falsehood