presence or absence; whether something is there or not; whether something happens or not
infiltration; sneaking in; going undercover
to be furious; to seethe with anger; to have one's blood boiling
reason; principle; general principle (as opposed to individual concrete phenomenon); the underlying principles of the cosmos (in neo-Confucianism)
at the mercy of (something or someone)
to side with (someone); to support (someone)
sympathy; empathy; response; identification (with someone)
constraint; reserve; feeling hesitant; being afraid of troubling someone
grand; formal; ceremonial; (feeling) awkward; self-conscious; embarrassed
venting one's anger (on someone or something); taking out one's anger on
regret; remorse; repentance; contrition
to take advantage of; to impose on; to exploit; to enter (an item in a ledger); to make an entry (in an account book)
speaking voice; talking voice
reinforcements; reserve troops; rear guard; attacking from the rear; pincer movement from the back
careless; thoughtless; stupid; heedless; unobservant; inadvertent
completely empty (of a residence, etc.); vacant; body from which the soul has left; corpse; shed skin (of a snake, insect, etc.)
placid; composed; serene; big-hearted; broad-minded; magnanimous
new type; new style; new model; new strain (e.g. infectious disease)
to overlook (a mistake, fault, etc.); to tolerate; to let pass; to give someone a break; to let someone off lightly; to be lenient
unavoidably; inevitably; necessarily; reluctantly; against one's will
to recommend; to endorse (e.g. a candidate); to infer (from); to deduce; to think (something) through; to ponder deeply
cannot be helped; unavoidable
... all over again (repeating the same failure)
rash; thoughtless; careless; hasty; imprudent
being too late; losing one's final chance
weakness; debility; breakdown; prostration
to feel depressed; to be down
white (bleached) bone; skeleton
if it's going to be that way, then ...; if given the choice; if possible; if anything
(small) knife; short sword; small sword
fastidiousness; love of cleanliness; uprightness; integrity; scrupulousness
self-willed; (doing or saying things) to suit one's own convenience; oblivious to the convenience of others
public morals; discipline; rules governing social behavior
to grow wild; to run to waste; to become rough (of art, craft, etc.); to lose refinement; to intensify (of wind, rain, etc.); to become more severe
seal of blood; sealing with one's blood
tear; rip; rent; slit; crack; chasm
foot of a mountain; base of a mountain