desperately; for one's dear life
that's true; of course; obviously
sentence-ending particle expressing doubt
to that extent; to that degree; so much; so
to rove; to prowl; to go cruising
profile; face in profile; face seen from the side; (personal) profile; (biographical) sketch; outline (of someone's life)
sorrow; grief; anguish; trouble; affliction; anxiety
to wear (sword, decoration, etc.); to carry; to be entrusted (e.g. with a mission); to take on; to have a trace of; to be tinged with
at that time; at that moment; then; on that occasion
I can't die and leave things this way
won't; hasn't; isn't; won't you
heavy (feeling, etc.); gloomy (weather, etc.); oppressive (atmosphere, etc.); stifling; strained
neutralization; neutralisation; counteraction
to endeavor (endeavour); to try; to strive; to make an effort; to exert oneself; to be diligent
serious; earnest; real sword (as opposed to a wooden practice weapon)
Cotard's syndrome (mental disorder); Cotard's delusion
to be convinced (that); to be under the impression (that); to make up one's mind; to set one's heart on; to be obsessed (with a thought, idea, etc.); to think about obsessively
mental disorder; mental disease
something heard for the first time; hearing something for the first time
to fail to die (e.g. after suicide attempt or accident); to survive; to outlive
to harm; to hurt; to injure; to fail to ...; to miss one's opportunity to ...
dangling; hanging; suspended; pending; half done; in limbo
irritating; irritated; frustrating; vexing; (feeling things are) not quick enough; (feeling) too slow-going
thinking; thought; idea; notion; intention; plan
to whisper; to murmur; to rumor; to rumour
to reach; to touch; to be delivered; to arrive; to be attentive; to be scrupulous
decision; determination; resolution
to urge; to encourage; to press; to stimulate (e.g. growth); to hasten (e.g. development); to quicken
boorish; unsophisticated; unrefined; uncouth; tasteless; insensitive
to accomplish; to fulfill; to carry out
Bible; bible (authoritative book in a particular sphere)
to bring to a finish; to bind firmly; to superintend
keenly; deeply; calmly; quietly; fixedly (e.g. gazing, staring)
very much; very many; more and more
sense of fulfillment; sense of completeness; sense of accomplishment; sense of contentment
approval; agreement; support; favour; favor
enthusiast; mania; enthusiasm
immersing oneself in; being absorbed in; devoting oneself to; giving oneself up entirely to
the world in general; society; convention
guilty (feeling, conscience, look, etc.); (feeling) uneasy
to continue to hold; to hold on to (for a long period); to maintain; to keep
objection; refutation; rebuttal; counterargument
circumference; girth; surroundings; neighbourhood; people surrounding oneself; surrounding circumstances
to give up; to abandon (hope, plans); to resign oneself (to)
shell; husk; hull; pod; chaff
to seclude oneself; to shut oneself away
pushing forward (undaunted, bravely); working vigorously towards an aim; struggling on; striving towards
to make (the best) use of; to put to good use; to let live; to keep alive; to revive; to resuscitate