to refuse; to reject; to repel; to repulse; to make (someone) leave; to send away
or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; by the way
terrible; dreadful; amazing (e.g. of strength); great (e.g. of skills); to a great extent; vast (in numbers)
or rather (say); or better (say); or perhaps I should say; or, how should I put it; I mean
nonsensical; unreasonable; awfully; extremely; disorder; confusion
another name; nickname; alias; synonym
completely; absolutely; totally; (not) at all
unrelated; unconnected; without relations (esp. of a deceased person); having no surviving relatives; unrelated to the teachings of Buddha; unable to be saved by Buddha
to lead a life; to live a life
to follow around; to shadow; to tag along; to haunt one (e.g. feeling, failure); to follow one
being the strongest; being powerful (mighty) without equal
mainly; primarily; mostly; largely; chiefly
self-defense; self-defence
means; way; method; measure
in 8 or 9 cases out of ten; in all probability
to poke one's nose into another's affairs; to have a hand in; to take a (deep) interest in; to poke one's head (into a room)
to bend oneself forward (esp. in curiosity or excitement); to hang out (e.g. over a balcony)
to bring near; to bring close; to let go near; to associate with; to bring (people) together; to let come near (of a person)
to have the personal support of (an influential person); to be under the patronage of
to shiver; to shake; to quake; to tremble; to quaver; to quiver
to become loose; to slacken (e.g. rope); to become less tense; to relax; to slacken (e.g. coldness, supervision); to become lax; to become softer (e.g. ground, facial expression)
to pull apart; to separate; to have a lead over; to pull ahead of; to outdistance
to be at one's wits' end; to be cornered; to be in a fix; to be in a desperate situation; to be in a pinch; to be in a predicament
to spill; to drop; to grumble (about); to complain (of); to let (one's feelings) show
absurd; unreasonable; extreme; senseless; disorderly; chaotic
to be astonished; to be amazed; to be astounded; to be deeply impressed
beat; palpitation; pulsation; throbbing
man; male; masculine gender
to be raised (e.g. child); to be brought up; to grow (up)
unwillingly; reluctantly; grudgingly; shaking one's head in refusal (like a child)
readiness; (mental) preparedness; resolution; determination; resignation (to one's fate)
corresponding to (in meaning, function, etc.); being equivalent to; appropriate; suitable; to be proportionate to; to be in keeping with
to cry; to shed tears; to suffer (from); to be troubled (by); to accept (an unreasonable request, loss, etc.); to do reluctantly
crying face; face of a person who is crying
to stare back at; to look back at
first (of all); firstly; probably; most likely; more or less (satisfactory); on the whole
trace; tracks; site; remains; scar
long ago; a long time ago; already
former site (of something); site (e.g. of a demolished building)